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Post by Ember on Feb 11, 2011 23:38:54 GMT -5
And then he found me, someone that I didn't really want to see vey much. Ugh. I limply lifted my head off the ground, not bothering to hide the tears running down my face. "What's wrong?" He asked then, after finding me. I shook my head and got to my feet. " N-nothing, " I stammered, knowing he would detect the barely hidden lie. I looked away from him, not wanting to look at him right now. Sighing, I layed down and curled up into a ball. Ugh, I feel so sick now. Not good. I moaned. " Oh, I don't feel good, " I moaned, my voice off. It was true, the whole world was dizzy, and tipping, keeping me confused. I closed my eyes and curled up even tighter. " Leave me alone, or I'll-, " I didn't get to finish my sentance. I leapt up to my feet, but before I could get somewhere, or stop what was coming up, I threw up on Mythril's feet. I leaped away from him, more tears running down my face. So gross.....ugh. I wrinkled my nose at the smell and inched even farther away, sure that Mythril would be grossed out. Of course. I curled in a ball again, tears coming worse now at the shame.
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Post by Oren on Feb 14, 2011 13:07:04 GMT -5
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" N-nothing, "
That was one of the weakest lies in the entire world. Mythril never once fell for that excuse.
" Oh, I don't feel good, "
That was the next reason and this one was a little better, but Mythril was on the edge if it was really the truth or a lie to get him away. He got his answer soon after when Paradox got up and threw up on his feet. Mythril held back his out burst and a grossing feeling went through his whole body. Mythril stepped back and then looked at her. How she looked ashame and was curled up in a ball, crying.
Mythril turned around, not to leave, but to go to the river to was off the throw up. He walked up to the water and dipped his paws in one at a time and got rid of all the naste puke. He then turned around and went back to Paradox. He layed down next to her and looked at her.
He really did not know what to do but try to comfurt her, so tha tis what he did. Mythril put head on top of her body and said "Please talk to me, because if your sad then I'm sad. It breaks my heart to see you like this. I want to fix it, but dont know how. Please tell me what I can do I will do anything, but Leave you." Mythril really want to know what to do. He wanted to make Paradox happy and he was dead set on doing that. He would never forgive himself if he did not do something.
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Post by Ember on Feb 18, 2011 22:07:04 GMT -5
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He walked away. My worst fear and my best hope. And then he came back, his paws clear of the smelly liguid. I moaned, wanting to be away from his love.
He layed beside me and put his head on top of my body. I shuddered as I felt the sparks of love between us. Too much, too much. I drunk on it, I was drowning in it. And then his voice filled my ears, his breath filling them.
[i"Please talk to me, because if you're sad then I'm sad. It breaks my heart to see you like this. I want to fix it, but I don't know how. Please tell me what I can do I will do anything, but Leave you."] |
[/i] It was clear he was sad and confused at my behavoir, but I just couldn't stand it. I couldn't stand it. All of a sudden, I leapt to my feet, knocking Mythril off. I stepped a few steps away from him, my breath shuddering as I tried to breathe in and out. I thought about what I would say. In my head, I could see a picture off myself, my heaher eyes wild and my lighter brown pelt shuddering. For some reason that made me stronger. I face him, my eyes no longer wild, but calm and collected. I could handle this, I could, I chanted to myself, stuggling to retain the calm composure. " Mythril...." I began, but lost my words. I took a deep breath and tried again. " Mythril...you love me.......too much, " I said, my breath halting. " It's like....sparks shooting off from me to you. It's too much, " I looked away then, wondering if that I was rejecting him. I wasn't, but I just couldn't stand the sparks. He loved way too much. [/size][/color][/blockquote][/td][/tr][tr][td] [/td][/tr][/table][/center]
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Post by Oren on Feb 22, 2011 21:23:33 GMT -5
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"W-what I love you to much!" Mythril's mind was racing wondering how he could love her to much. Mythril felt like just fleeing, held himself back. He knew that he could never love her less so that meant that he could not fix it the problem and that he was the problem.
"I n...need to think about this." Mythril then walked off into the woods next to them. He only walked 15 feet in, but enough so that she could not see him through the brush. He then sat down and looked at the ground.
'I cant love he less I can only love her more. So, that means i cant fix the problem and that meant I was the problem. And if im the problem then I am hurting her. And if I am hurting her then I am hurting myself. This is means that it is a postulate chain thrum. which means that there is no was to solve it, but for one of use to get out of the picture and I cant leave her. So this brings us back to the not being a solution.'
Mythril then lifted his head and screamed into the heavens. He then rammed his head into the tree that was in front of him. This was the first time in his life he ever was at a stand still and had no answer to a question. Mythril tryed to scan his brain to find the answer hidden some where in it, but nothing there was no answer.
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Post by Ember on Feb 25, 2011 19:03:32 GMT -5
[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,0,true][atrb=width,425,true] | [atrb=background,http://i899.photobucket.com/albums/ac192/fireb4ashes/Paradox---MIDDLE.png] "W-what I love you to much!" " Shh, " I murmured, stressed out. I didn't know how I could deal with him being upset, but it was true. He was making sparks fly. And not in the good way. "I n...need to think about this." There was nothing that hurt me more than seeing him walk away from me. The hurt on my face was plain, but I didn't say anything. The only I could do was to throw myself at his feet and say I was sorry. And I sure wasn't doing that. A few minutes later, I heard a scream. I went into panick mode, leaping to my feet and running striaght towards the scream. I hoped Mythril was okay, og, he has to be! If he isn't....well, I just wouldn't let myself focus on that thought. As soon I was him, i knew he was okay physically, althrough not mentally. His blue eyes were wild, and it looked like he was about to fall off a cliff. My reaction was to comfort him. I walked up to him and nudged his shoulder, whispering that it was all right, I was here, you're gonna be okay. " Mythril, it's my fault, sparks just keep on flying, " I said, guilt in my voice. I hoped he didn't notice the wince that happened when I put my head on his shoulder. Stupid sparks and flowers.
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Post by Oren on Feb 25, 2011 22:08:19 GMT -5
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"Mythril, it's my fault, sparks just keep on flying,"
Mythril looked at her in disbelieve. She and him new it was his fault, but she was taking the blame for it. The thing that made Mythril feel even more guilty was that he did not feel a single spark. This either she didn't love him as much or he was just not able to feel them. Mythril then thought 'Wait so what If I don't feel sparks. It just mean I love her more and the male should love the female more.'
Mythril then kissed Paradox. "Have you ever thought those sparks where not from love, but from static or just in your head." Mythril then thought 'why would I say that she may turn it around on me saying something like 'you don't love me really do you.' I don't want that to happen'
He looked away and dug his head into the ground feeling guilty about what he just said. The he shook his head and turned back around to her. He was mad at himself, but not a Paradox. He wanted her to be happy and that was his only goal and he was not doing a very good job at it. Mythril then realized he could never make her as happy she cna get only happier.
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Post by Ember on Feb 26, 2011 0:18:09 GMT -5
[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=cellPadding,0,true][atrb=width,425,true] | [atrb=background,http://i899.photobucket.com/albums/ac192/fireb4ashes/Paradox---MIDDLE.png] "Have you ever thought those sparks where not from love, but from static or just in your head?" And then Mythril kissed me. Again. How many times was he going to do that? Was I so irristible? The thought sparked something in me and all of a sudden I pressed myself against Mythril. " You love me, don't you?" I asked him softly and sweetly in his ear as every inch of my fur felt like it was on fire. I smiled sweetly at him. Then I noticed guilt and anger in his eyes. " Everything's gonna me okay, " I said as I kissed him softly back, and then left a trail of kissses of his nose. " Lighten up, now, everything will be fine, " I grabbed his muzzle and pulled sharply, playfully. I glanced into his dark blue eyes and smiled even wider, wondering if he would get the playful hints I was giving him. In a sense, I was flirting. And there was nothing he could do about it but give in. I streched my long legs in front me just the slightest bit and leaned against Mythril, waiting for him to understand what he was made for.
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