I can't be Changed

[Ember]

"I taste it, the blood. Soul. Anger. Pure anger. Two. Two souls. No, one soul, one thought. Two souls? One... You, you tempt me? I will drink. You, you who hides in the shadow of this females mind. Go away. I'm done with you."


Ssss. That made me angry. I was not the one hiding in the shadows. Temper was. Temper!

She ignored me, basking in the pleasure of giving this wolf life. I struck glancing blows at her, warning her. This is mine! My body, my life!

The calm shattered. I was a raging tornando, my thoughts and feelings spinning out of control. So was Tempers. Our sercrets jumbled up and split.

I regained control, the darkness in my heather eyes faded. Only then did I relized how much damage Temper had done. blood was dripping down my front leg. I was faint, both from the tornado of my mind and the blood.

" I can't do this any more, " I gasped, barely standing on my legs. Please, I begged with my eyes, let me heal. and then....

I tried to pull my leg away from it's grip, but it was too strong in my weakened state. Blood was everywhere. Temper didn't know how deep she dug with her claws, my claws.

Paradox! she yelled. WE can't compromise so shut up! i told her.

[Black Yen Power G-Man Spy]

The she wolf's eyes changed... He had woken up. Had he really been sleeping? Possibly.. But now, no... She was tired.. So tired.. Sleep.. Needed sleep... She swore at him, yelling at him to leave HER body alone. He just smiled, he accepted her long ago. Anger, rage, confusion, despair.. These swirled inside her mind, and she fell asleep. The eyes of the wolf changed, a smile on his face. He spoke, his voice no longer feminine. No, a male voice, soothing, alluring.

"My oh my... What a beautiful site miss Paradox.. You are quite gorgeous when your masked in crimson. She tasted your blood.. I will too. Not now Miss Paradox. Please, calm yourself. Its unsightly to carry on like this. I apologize if "she" upset you my dear. Now, calm yourself. She is sleeping, i'm here. Your beautiful.. We should get to know eachother better. Pleasure to meet you, I am Alucard."

The male introduced himself, smiling. Eyes closed, a wide smile. Friendly? Disturbing. He walked closer to Paradox. He gently, laid her down on her side, pushing her softly. He sat down next to her, pleasently humming. He had decided to sit watch over her... Problem was, all that delicious blood was taunting him.. No.. She was a female, and all females must be treated with respect. He was a gentleman.. he wouldn't.. Now.. maybe.. No.. He'd wait, wait till she offered.

[Ember]

The wolf changed. Somehow, the wolf's eyes changed from thier mad gleam to a....better one.

I relaxed slight, through I was still on alert, both in my mind and outside. Temper was silent for now.

"My oh my... What a beautiful site miss Paradox.. You are quite gorgeous when your masked in crimson. She tasted your blood.. I will too. Not now Miss Paradox. Please, calm yourself. Its unsightly to carry on like this. I apologize if "she" upset you my dear. Now, calm yourself. She is sleeping, i'm here. Your beautiful.. We should get to know each other better. Pleasure to meet you, I am Alucard."

Slightly confused, I nodded. Now this wolf had a name. I took a step back, wanting to have some space between us.

The crimson blood stained my brown coat. I scanned the area, looking for anything like water to wash it away. Not finding anything, I picked a random direction and started to run in that direction.

My vision turned fuzzy and colors blened into one another. Temper stirred lazily in my mind. No, I shouted in my head. That costed me. My legs folded under each other.

My wound burned, the straches hurting a little more with the pounding of my heart. I tried to stand up, but I was too weak. Too weak to even start a shouting match with Temper.

[Black Yen Power G-Man Spy]

He was happy to just sit and watch. After all, "She" Had caused this she wolf's misfortunes. So, it was only proper he fix things. Yes, fix things.. She was pretty... Company. Female company... She moved away, and he allowed it. She was wary, natural instinct. However, she ran. Or tried too, before falling. Alucard had chased her. Showing off the speed he had been branded with in his childhood. He stopped as she did, gazing at her.. Yes, a crimson mask.. Exsquisite. Carefully, he laid down on her, gently, smiling.

"Blood.. I smell it.. It smells nice.. Wounds. Pain... You mustn't run.. No, you'll lame yourself. No, just relax. Rest. I'll watch over you.. Den.. Yes, i'll find one. Shes asleep.. Resting.."

Paradox needed rest as well. Night was dangerous for the injured. Anyone could smell her blood. Who knows who would come for the.. Den? He had seen one. Empty. She needed to go there. Couldn't walk.. Troublesome. Carefully, he moved underneath her, soon rising with her on his back. He twitched for a second as her blood trickled down to his face. Blood... Delicious blood.. No, den first. He carefully carried her, balancing her. She wasn't that heavy. Soon, they came to a small dug out den. He walked inside, gently dropping her down, laying down next to her panting. He didn't like to carry things. Heavy. He stared at her, her bloodied legs, with rapt attention.

"Rest now.. Miss Paradox.. Your pretty... Red is your color.. Red.. Like blood... A taste? Small one?"

Back to the blood. it seemed both personalites were obsessed with it. Diffrence was, Alucard the male personality, preferred to have permission to taste. Lilith the female, would gladly kill to just taste it.

[Ember]

He, his vioce, followed me. My eyes were closed, thier soft heather gaze held back.

So tired....I want to sleep. I stiffened as the wolf settle beside me, watching me, hovering.

"Blood.. I smell it.. It smells nice.. Wounds. Pain... You mustn't run.. No, you'll lame yourself. No, just relax. Rest. I'll watch over you.. Den.. Yes, i'll find one. Shes asleep.. Resting.."

His comforted me, let me know that someone was watching over me. But....wait. There's danger here. I stuggled weakly, but gave up.

He moved beneath me. I slowly relaxed. Too tired....Need to do something. But I didn't know what it was. Oh.

" Wait, " I protested. " I need to do something, " I murmumed quietly, too tired to start a fight. And then he lifted me up, my legs draped over his back.

I snuggled into his fur, glad to have somewhere soft to place my head. Warmth on his fur. Safe. I could hear his heart beating.

I let out a sigh, my breath falling on his midnight-black fur that I couldn't see, but could certainly feel. He was walking. Where's he going? I couldn't tell. I felt the trees enclose me as we passed out of the meadow, on to somewhere else, somewhere safe. I hope.

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Wait? No. Too late. No time. Injury. Crippled. Shed have to be put down.. Killed. Bite to the back of the neck, sever the spinal cord.. Best way.. Yes, kill her. Wait, no.. Blood.. He could smell it, feel it. It was soaking his fur. He loved it, wanted more.. Her blood, the blood of an innocent. Intoxicating. He didn't listen. He set her down, gazing at her. She had fallen asleep. She was weak.. Kill her? No... Possibly..

"Sleep for now. Sleep... Peacefully.. When you awake, yes, then, I will taste."

He stated, eyes wide. It was hard to keep his bloodlust in check when there was so much of her precious blood just... Leaking. Everywhere.. So much of it.. It looked delicious.. What did it taste like? She is sleeping. Lilith.. She couldn't tell him. He wanted to know. Slowly, he approached her, leaning down to one of her legs.. Tongue slowly came, closer, closer.. Just a taste... No, he pulled it back into his mouth.. Female. Innocent... No.. Not yet. He sighed softly, conflicted. He laid down, moving closer to her. She felt cold. Body heat. He pushed himself into her, her legs around him now. Leaking.. Blood... Onto him.. Warmth.. Taste..

"Yes.. No.. Kill..."

Unstable. His mind wouldn't rest, a crazed smile was preasent on his face. He felt her blood staining his fur. Dying it crimson.. Beautiful. Yes, he would stand in the next moonlight, let his newfound blood shine in his fur.. The smell. Intoxicating. Kill? No.. He said he'd watch her. He sat now, sighing, closing his eyes. Sleep. Tired. Sleep.. Body needed sleep. Slowly, he rested. Both minds, now sleeping.

[Ember]

"Sleep for now. Sleep... Peacefully.. When you awake, yes, then, I will taste."

" Thank you....you may..." I didn't finish my half-whisper sentance, within seconds I was fast asleep, my mind else where. Dimly, I heard him breathing beside me, his body on top of my legs.

Warmth. Safety. I sighed happily. My body would heal while I rested. I hope.

My drifted away to sleep.

Temper stirred. This was her chance, while Paradox was asleep. She leaped through the flimsy walls, broken down by injury and sleep.

I stirred uneasliy, my bodt sore. I lifted my head to the sky and saw little pionts of light shining in the otherwise midnight dark sky. Wow. i slept quite late.

His body was on my legs, numbing them. Rudely, I kicked him off and stood up. The wounds on my legs had stopped bleeding, thank god, althrough I was still a little light-headed.

I nudged Alucard lightly with my nose on his shoulder. " Wake up, " I said softly, not wanting disturb the nighttime quietness. Wait a second, it was too quiet.

Despertly, I searched for temper, my uneasiness growing with each passing second. I'm sure he must have seen my unexplained worry, the darkness in my heather eyes as I searched every corner for Temper. she wasn't there.

[Black Yen Power G-Man Spy]

Dinner. Blood. A deer Fawn. Eyes missing, heart at Alucard's feet. Blood.. Pool of it. Sleep now. Breakfast. For her. He was nudged. Sleeping. Sleeping... She wanted him up. He opened his eyes, no.. "She" Opened her eyes. Yes, Alucard had slept. Now she was awake. She had been the one to kill the fawn. Tortured to death. The missing eyes, a staple of her work. She growled, rising to her feet, a crazed look in her eyes.

"You again? Blood.. It soothes me. Its not warm anymore. I need fresh blood. You, Paradox. Touch me again. I will make your blood flow. All ofit. Your beating heart.. The noise."

The voice was that of a fea again. Clearly, Lilith had woken as Alucard slept. She was however, calm. As calm as she ever was in such a case. Simply because she had let out a lot of pent up aggression on the deer fawn's mother. As well as its brothers and sisters. Most would have called the seen wholesale slaughter. Now, the fawn had lived. She had dragged it here, simply to torture it to death. Now, she was calm.

"Lucky. Lucky.... Luck... I kill.. Yes... The next female creature I see will die.. No wait.. Male. Yes male.. No.. Female... Male.."

She was confused now. She wanted more bloodshed. More fun. But, she couldn't decide whether to torture and kill the next male she saw, or the next female. She was distracted. Paradox. Searching. For what? Hurried. Searching. Annoying. Kill her.. It'd be easy. No.. Not yet.

She spoke again, blood having stained her face. "What are you doing?" She asked calmly, licking over her chops.