What I've Done *Ro!!*

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In this farewell, There is no blood
There is no alibi
Cause I've drawn regret
From the truth
Of a thousands lies
So let mercy come and wash away

What I've Done
I'll face myself
To cross out what I've become
Erase myself
and let go of what I've done

A sliver of light was seen on the horizon; lighting up the sky with brilliant colors of bright pink, orange, and yellow. They stretched across the heavens above, and shed their light across the lands. The songs of birds were rising from the green canopies of trees, and the soft rustle of waking creatures were heard as well. Many were scurrying across the sod to the soft rumble in the distance that was surely the waterfall. Many would be hoping to get a drink, and perhaps grab an easy meal. As you neared the majestic sight the rumble became deafening at some point until finally dying down. Mist that looked almost like a fog raised into the air, and swept across the sod almost as if the place was haunted. Other than that, it was peaceful. A place to meditate; a place to think, or perhaps even pray if you were the religious type.
Divide, was not.

A silhouette of a creature was seen moving through the mist, and toward the water. A lupine, no doubt. To be more specific, a male lupine. Many of the small critters looked up, and scurried away from the sight of him. I don't blame them. He would have turned them into an easy snack if he could get his jowls wrapped around them. As he broke from the mist you could see his nearly white coat. Normally, it was gray with a creamy color on his under belly, and face. In the winter time however, his coat lost most of it's color, and now it was mainly white. A few splotches of cream were still left here and there, but the white dominated his canvas. Drops of dew from the mist clung to his canvas, nearly soaking his columns in some places. He wasn't a huge wolf, but he had a fair amount of muscle mass. Each muscle that was corded through out his body worked together like clock work to move the brute toward the waters crystalline surface. As he drew nearer his gait slowed until he was standing still in front of the water. Honey suckle eyes peered down into its depths as if it were a mirror. If the saying was true about eyes being the gateway to your soul, then Divide was staring into the very depths of his being.

He wasn't a very easy wolf to get along with. In all honesty, he was stubborn, vain, wicked, and manipulative. As he stared at his reflection he could feel hatred for the lupine that stared back at him growing in the very depths of his chest. The scar just above his right eyebrow reminded him of who he was now. Of why he was who he was now. His father. His honey suckle eyes burned with such intensity and brimstone you would have thought he was going to kill some one. In anger he struck out at the surface of the water, and watched as his image shattered into oblivion. His hackles had risen and he found himself in need of calming down. So, he allowed his lids to slide over his orbs, and he took a few calming breaths. This was going to be one hell of a day.
He could feel it.

Without much more thought he lowered his regal dome to the water, and lapped up some of the liquid, and allowed it to soothe his throat. After all, every one needed a little comfort from something. For Divide, it was the cool water traveling down his windpipe. He didn't let his guard down, however. He had found it best to keep an audit trained to the surroundings behind him. Divide could never have enough enemies.

--Hope that's good for ya, Ro. <3

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OOC: I hope you enjoy this as much as I did writing it. xD

A dark shadow ran through the forest at rather quick pace trying to make her journey as quickly as possible, because she normally never went anywhere out of the Order's territory, especially at during dark hours, but she didn't care cause she felt like going for a swim even if she wasn't really that fond of water and the fact it was still winter. She just wanted to feel the comfort of something around her to make her feel better. Rokai slowed down to a walk as she drew near to her destination of the streams. She grew excited and rushed into the clearing only to find herself freeze in her tracks. She spotted a male wolf drinking up the cool, liquid of the water. She did a double blink to make sure, her mind wasn't playing tricks on her. She smiled when she realized he was in fact real. Another rouge male...Rokai recalled how earlier in the week she had meet a friendly, young rouge name Auburn. The two of them hit it off almost instantly, which was nice because she longed for a friend she could trust and he did have intentions of joining the Order, which was nice. Though, a small part of her was curious to see if this male was a friendly as Auburn was. Being very cautious, Rokai gently drifted into the icy cold water making her way over to him. She paused a few feet from him, but looking at him directly in his face. Her dark green eyes glowed with curiosity and wonder about this male.

"Hello, stranger. What's your name?" She asked in a sweet tone.

Lately, she had been feeling very restless and wanted to feel some kind of love. It wasn't not like she belong to anyone yet. If he was friendly towards her, then who knows where might lead and if not, well she could always ask Auburn the next time she saw him...
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[.Divide.]

In this farewell, There is no blood
There is no alibi
Cause I've drawn regret
From the truth
Of a thousands lies
So let mercy come and wash away

What I've Done
I'll face myself
To cross out what I've become
Erase myself
and let go of what I've done

"Hello, stranger. What's your name?"

Her lyrics soaked into the atmosphere, and seemed to freeze time for a moment. He flicked an audit toward her, and raised his dome from the waters crystalline surface. A few drops dropped from his chomps as he ran his tongue over them to make sure he got all the water from his face. The first thing he noticed were her brilliant forest green eyes. He raised his head once more. What was he supposed to do? Surely he didn't have to be rude to her, did he? Hello, Dove. My dubbing is Divide. 'Tis a pleasure to meet you. He murmured, the robust lyrics bursting into the atmosphere. He offered a slight smile before dipping his maw to her. His honey suckle eyes roamed her half submerged body before quickly finding her gorgeous forest green eyes once again.

The water lapped at his belly, and lower legs, but he wasn't that far submerged into the liquid. He planned on being nice to her, only because she had chosen to treat him with respect. May I know your calling, fae? He asked, tilting his crown to the side slightly. He fell silent, and listened to the water lap at the bank of the river. The forest was only just waking up right about now, and all the sounds of creatures starting a new day filtered into the atmosphere. And here, two wolves stood, neither hostile, but neither foolish enough to let their guard down. Not yet, anyways.

~~Haha. Of course I did. :3

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Well, isn't he a delightful creature. Rokai though as her eyes drifted down the length of the unknown male's body until it became impossible with the current of the water moved messing up her perfect view of his well built figure. He was rather handsome, she had to admit to herself, with his grayish white pelt shimmering in the water and his eyes were the color of a warm, golden honey that made you feel all warm inside and they brought with them a sense of comfort. She relaxed her body ever so slightly, if you blinked you wouldn't really noticed she did anything unless you were really focused of her features. From the way he was gazing at her face, she guessed he missed it because he didnt move a inch. For a small second, Rokai felt very safe with this rouge male. "Hello, Dove. My dubbing is Divide. 'Tis a pleasure to meet you." Ah, so that is his name. He had a deep strong voice that went well with the rest of himself. Rokai felt small piece of envy from this male before her.

She took a single step towards him, making the water ripple around her dark brown body. She lowered her cream masked face as a friendly greeting. "It's really nice to meet you too, Divide. I'm Rokai." She gave him a small, seductive smile. Her day was going to be interesting, that was for sure.[/size][/color][/blockquote][/td][/tr][tr][td][/td][/tr][/table]

[.Divide.]

In this farewell, There is no blood
There is no alibi
Cause I've drawn regret
From the truth
Of a thousands lies
So let mercy come and wash away

What I've Done
I'll face myself
To cross out what I've become
Erase myself
and let go of what I've done

"It's really nice to meet you too, Divide. I'm Rokai."

Rokai? He thought, letting his mind wrap around her name for a moment before he shook his head, and played with her name on his tongue. Rokai? He murmured softly as if he was making a mental note, and then rose his gaze to look at her feminine face once more. What the hell was wrong with him? Rokai...beautiful name. He commented, and dipped his maw once more. The rippling water caught his attention, and without meaning to he broke eye contact with her to watch the once undisturbed water slosh at his underbelly. He glanced back at her, and tilted his head to the side for a moment. What was a pack wolf doing out here? Although, he can't really say he hadn't met other femme's that were part of packs. Though, they all seemed to be on their cycle or something. Rokai was polite. He wasn't sure what it was about her that was making his insides swim, but they were. With a sigh he closed his eyes for a moment and told himself that he was getting in way over his head. She would never go for you anyways. He told himself.

His brother had always been the better brute. Not personality wise, but in the physical route. Divide never could figure it out. He had gotten a lot of the same traits as Torro, but he was willing to settle down if he found the right fae. Commitment scared him though. Whoever decided to fall for him would have to be patient, and be prepared to shed a few tears. He took a deep breath, calming his nerves for a moment, and when he opened his eyes her constitution held a seductive smile. Whoa. What was he going to do with himself? A slow smile slid over his maw until it curled at the corners of his maw. Wow. Call me dumb, but he must be love struck. So, what brings you out here, Ro? He asked. He decided to give her the pet name of Ro instead of sweetheart, or doll, or doll face. She would hear those, but Ro was a special one. He tilted his head to the side with the question, his audits standing erect on his poll as he awaited her answer. This was one conversation he would actually enjoy.

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OCC: Heres to you, Divi <3 Hehe

Rokai, being cautious still, gently splashed toward him with her seductive grin still glowing on her face. She was pretty sure Divide was into her, because if he wasn't she was sure he would make an accuse to leave. It made her feel good that someone enjoyed her company besides her mentor. "Rokai. She flicked her ears toward him. Did he just whisper my name? She thought. She was sure, she heard him say something, but decided to let it slide. "Rokai...beautiful name." Hmmm, maybe he did say it. She blushed as she gazed into his honey colored eyes, which were intoxicating to look at, but she couldn't turn away from him.

"Thanks. I've always liked it." She muttered softly as gently brushed past him, making her way toward the shore bank. She shook the water from her pelt in a swift motion; though, it was kinda like time was slowed down because she never turned her gaze away from Divide's. God, he must be very powerful... She noticed that the grey male closed his eyes for a very brief moment. He was probably trying to sort out everything that was taking place in the last few minutes. She didn't blame him, because she was doing the same thing to him. She looked down at her wet pelt. Her dark brown fur was sticking in many different directions, but she though it made her look more...interesting. "So, what brings you out here, Ro? Well, that's a cute nickname. She always though one of her pack mates would be the first to give her a nickname not a handsome strange she just met, but she liked it, especially the way he said it.

Rokai tilted her head to the side in a playful manner. "Do you really want to know? She asked in a sweet voice as she let out a small laugh. "I wanted a break from my pack, so I decided to go for a swim..." She left out the part of feeling restless, because she was sure he already guessed it or was close to discovering it. "So, Divide. What brings you here?"
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[.Divide.]

In this farewell, There is no blood
There is no alibi
Cause I've drawn regret
From the truth
Of a thousands lies
So let mercy come and wash away

What I've Done
I'll face myself
To cross out what I've become
Erase myself
and let go of what I've done

Do you really want to know?

Of course he wanted to know. If he hadn't wanted to know, then he wouldn't have asked. She asked some of the silliest things sometimes. The question had caused a stupid grin to curl at the corners of his maw, and he shook his head slightly. Of course I'd want to know. If I didn't, I wouldn't have asked you a question. He smirked, his orbs following her as he watched her exit the water. She brushed past him, their pelts rubbing against each others for a fraction of a second. The contact had been brief, but at the same time he wanted more of it. Look at him getting all horny. He turned his bodice around to follow her out, and a small chuckle escaped his ebony lips. Nice hair do, Rokai. He teased, stepping up onto the bank, and letting the water drip from his body as she spoke to him.
"I wanted a break from my pack, so I decided to go for a swim..."

He nodded his head because he understood somewhat of what she meant when she said she had needed a break. He could never fully understand the need to take a break from a pack because he did not belong to one. He was afraid of commitment. Suddenly, he bit his lip, and looked down for a few moments. Here he was, falling for her when he knew he didn't know how to commit to an relationship. Besides, he would hate to hurt her. She was sweet...almost innocent. At least, that's the first impression he gained from this meeting was. As he ventured away from the water he shook the water from his snow white pelt, laughing as he felt his hair stick up in every other direction. When he had collected himself he heard her sweet lyrics seeping into his erect audits once again.
"So, Divide. What brings you here?"

He shrugged his muscular shoulders, and rocked back to sit on his haunches. I've got nothing better to do. No one to see, no where to go. It tends to happen when you've got hardly any family left... He allowed his lyrics to trail off as if he had just realized he was saying too much. He cleared his throat, and shook his crown slightly to clear his thoughts. So, tell me Ro, why is it you've been feeling restless? Yes, he could tell. He could read another lupines body language as if words were written through out their pelt. He tilted his head to the side slightly, and awaited her answer.

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OOC; Just FYI we can't physically RP them mating with each other, but I gave you a nice start to work off with. xD

"Of course, I'd want to know. If I didn't, I wouldn't have asked you a question." Rokai smiled playfully at him. He was simply adorable, plus he made her laugh. She was happy when he decided to join her on the river bank, it meant he wasn't leaving yet. She blushed. "Nice hair do, Rokai." His strong voice broke off her though. She decided to let her fur dry on its own, it wasn't like she was trying to impress anyone...Wait, yeah she was. She looked down at her fur again. A few licks wouldn't hurt... She though as she groomed her pelt quickly, but made sure it was presentable. Satisfied, she smiled on the inside. "That's better." She joked back toward him, her eyes shifted over his wet pelt. God, he was sexy to look at and she was sure he knew he was too, but what would someone like him want with her? Rokai frowned. She was always the best friend, never the girlfriend...Maybe that was why she was so restless, no one really cared for her the way she wanted. She noticed he sat down a few inches from her. She longed to sit beside him and brush her pelt with his again, it was truly a wonderful feeling.

"I've got nothing better to do. No one to see, no where to go. It tends to happen when you've got hardly any family left..." Her eyes soften at his words. She sighed softly. God, they were more smilier that she original though of him. "If it makes you feel any better. I don't have any family either. My mother died when I was a pup and I never had a father or siblings...I was forced to raised myself." She grew very vulnerable at admitting her past to him. One of the reasons she joined the Order was because it was her mother's birth pack and she didn't have anywhere else to go. She looked away from his gaze, her green eyes clouded with sadness. She couldn't believe how worked up she was getting. After all, it wasn't his fault she had a shitty puppyhood. She cleared the though from her mind. She blinked looking back at him. Her eyes held desire for him and his body. What the hell was wrong with her? "So, tell me Ro, why is it you've been feeling restless? Good, maybe he was feeling something too. Without answering him yet, she got up from where she was sitting and walked gracefully toward him. She gently nuzzled her body against his shoulder and neck, before whispering in his ear. "I wanted to know what it feels like to love someone." She was being very honest, now that there was no real reason to lie to him.[/size][/color][/blockquote][/td][/tr][tr][td][/td][/tr][/table]

[.Divide.]

In this farewell, There is no blood
There is no alibi
Cause I've drawn regret
From the truth
Of a thousands lies
So let mercy come and wash away

What I've Done
I'll face myself
To cross out what I've become
Erase myself
and let go of what I've done

If it makes you feel any better. I don't have any family either. My mother died when I was a pup and I never had a father or siblings...I was forced to raised myself."

He knew exactly how that was like. He had to raise himself after he had watched his father murder his mother from his hiding place. He had seen the blood, the gore, the horrid images of his mother falling to the ground; her blood seeping from the chunk of missing flesh in her neck. He was so close to where his father had been, yet Desaint hadn't found him. it took him days to figure out that his father wasn't coming back for him, and by the time he crept out he was half starved, and nearly dying from lack of water. A shudder had passed down his spine from just the mere thought of what he had seen. Of what Torro probably had gone through. The poor fellow was more corrupt than one soul should be. He was brought from his memories with a jerk when she rubbed her bodice against his.

Shock, and surprise chased each others tails in his eyes for a moment. Wait, what? What was going on? He thought as he glanced toward her, his honey suckle eyes becoming stormy with confusion. Her breath alone caused him to shudder as it brushed past his audits. Oh god, this wasn't doing him any good at the moment. He sucked in a deep breath, and allowed a slight smile to cross his features. It wasn't until she spoke again when he understood fully what she was saying.
"I wanted to know what it feels like to love someone."
Oh, so that's what it was, was it? He didn't know what to do next, so he sat there like some dummy until he decided to wrap his neck around hers, and allow his head to rest on her back. This was something rather bold, and quick of her to do. They have only just spoken, but he swore he's known her all his life. A chuckle escaped through his ebony lips, and entered the atmosphere.

Hmm...is that so, Ro? His lyrics have now grown thick with lust and another emotion that was unreadable. Yet, he was a gentlemen of sorts, and would never force her to do anything she didn't want. After all, He wasn't his brother. A smirk crossed his features for a moment, and he moved his slim maw toward her audit to whisper Are you suggesting something, love? And with that, he pulled away to gaze upon her, amusement dancing around in his eyes. This could actually turn out to be a good day for the both of them, if they could continue to get along. His muscles flexed slightly as he pulled away, not far enough for her not to see him, but enough to where they were no longer touching. They were close, but y'know how it is.

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OOC:It's going to start off as an affair liked we talked about, then we have can have it grow into the relationship. :)

"Hmm...is that so, Ro?" He sounded like he was lusting for her as much as was him. Rokai eyed him playfully, before she shrugged gently nudged him. Every Time her brown pelt touched his, it left an exciting jolt up and down her spine. She really liked the feeling it brought her. Her gaze met his for a brief moment and saw that he was amused with her. She smiled when he rested his head on her shoulder when she was nuzzled him. She felt so calm and comfortable being beside him.

"Are you suggesting something, love?" She heard him whisper softly in her ear. She considered what he was asking her. Yes, she was and it wasn't like he was objecting it. He pulled away from her and she was confused for a moment, until she was he was still looking at her with his honey gaze. She noticed that he flexed his muscles under his grayish white pelt and she grew nervous for a short moment. I wonder what his going to think of me if I tell him the truth... "Yes. I am suggesting something. A tryst between the two of us." She told him in a tender voice. Who would have thought that going for a quick morning swim would lead to a moment like this.[/size][/color][/blockquote][/td][/tr][tr][td][/td][/tr][/table]