Into Oblivion (Madey)

[.Divide.]

In this farewell, There is no blood
There is no alibi
Cause I've drawn regret
From the truth
Of a thousands lies
So let mercy come and wash away

What I've Done
I'll face myself
To cross out what I've become
Erase myself
and let go of what I've done

A sliver of light was seen on the horizon; lighting up the sky with brilliant colors of bright pink, orange, and yellow. They stretched across the heavens above, and shed their light across the lands. The songs of birds were rising from the green canopies of trees, and the soft rustle of waking creatures were heard as well. Many were scurrying across the sod to the soft rumble in the distance that was surely the waterfall. Many would be hoping to get a drink, and perhaps grab an easy meal. As you neared the majestic sight the rumble became deafening at some point until finally dying down. Mist that looked almost like a fog raised into the air, and swept across the sod almost as if the place was haunted. Other than that, it was peaceful. A place to meditate; a place to think, or perhaps even pray if you were the religious type.
Divide, was not.

A silhouette of a creature was seen moving through the mist, and toward the water. A lupine, no doubt. To be more specific, a male lupine. Many of the small critters looked up, and scurried away from the sight of him. I don't blame them. He would have turned them into an easy snack if he could get his jowls wrapped around them. As he broke from the mist you could see his nearly white coat. Normally, it was gray with a creamy color on his under belly, and face. In the winter time however, his coat lost most of it's color, and now it was mainly white. A few splotches of cream were still left here and there, but the white dominated his canvas. Drops of dew from the mist clung to his canvas, nearly soaking his columns in some places. He wasn't a huge wolf, but he had a fair amount of muscle mass. Each muscle that was corded through out his body worked together like clock work to move the brute toward the waters crystalline surface. As he drew nearer his gait slowed until he was standing still in front of the water. Honey suckle eyes peered down into its depths as if it were a mirror. If the saying was true about eyes being the gateway to your soul, then Divide was staring into the very depths of his being.

He wasn't a very easy wolf to get along with. In all honesty, he was stubborn, vain, wicked, and manipulative. As he stared at his reflection he could feel hatred for the lupine that stared back at him growing in the very depths of his chest. The scar just above his right eyebrow reminded him of who he was now. Of why he was who he was now. His father. His honey suckle eyes burned with such intensity and brimstone you would have thought he was going to kill some one. In anger he struck out at the surface of the water, and watched as his image shattered into oblivion. His hackles had risen and he found himself in need of calming down. So, he allowed his lids to slide over his orbs, and he took a few calming breaths. This was going to be one hell of a day.
He could feel it.

Without much more thought he lowered his regal dome to the water, and lapped up some of the liquid, and allowed it to soothe his throat. After all, every one needed a little comfort from something. For Divide, it was the cool water traveling down his windpipe. He didn't let his guard down, however. He had found it best to keep an audit trained to the surroundings behind him. Divide could never have enough enemies.

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--Yes, this is a re-post, but I really don't care. Here ya go!

[~Madey~]

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[atrb=background,http://i300.photobucket.com/albums/nn15/stephers1995/Alue---MIDDLE.png] Anger. Is tha the only feeling I can feel in most of my days? Sorrow, pain, and Anger. Why does that have to be my main feelings. My mind was pained. Ever since I left my old stupid lands. Where the past was in everyturn I made. Auds flickerd forward the pinned once again as I payed attention to the sounds around me. Tail swaying calmly behind me as if I had not a care in the world. Fear had once told me that everyone has it. Now i learned that Fear had lied to me, for if there is nothing to live for, there is nothing to fear, for you wish death more then you value life. I once beleived Fear, now its just emptyness. Like me. ____XxX____ It was a bright sunny day, fresh breezez, warm nights and days. I was living in a pack called Black Mountain. I had a mate, Souless was his name. He had three brothers and I had my friends. We lived together, and then I was the alphess. Him and I went into an argument about him being distant, even my three pups reconized it. My pup's names were; Balile, Solue, Jennesme. And my other three of which I had found and had with a brute of my first love who had claimed he loved me, but left me for my best fiend. And their names were; Saba, Neige, and One Moon. I had left Souless after I saw him with another fae whom I fingured why he was being so distant. When I did he went into a frenzy anger and kicked out of his pack. Threw me in the dirt and spat at me, he moved the pack to a new location along with my friends and the rest of my family, leaving me homeless, friendless, and familyless. It had been about two weeks and i got a message from a fae whom was my enemy, she had come up to me and said in the snottiest manner, that my family was murdered, slaughtered, drowned in their own blood. Not beleiving I went to the land where she had said they were, but when I got there it was still going on. I tried my best to help the ones I still cared for, but depression got the better helf of me, three wolves had me pinned while their pack savaly sluaghtered my family. My friends, daughters, Torro...then Souless. ___XxX____ Tears swelled in my golden green orbs as the memory ran through my head. A tear slid down my cheek and a bone crackling growl echoed through my throat. I shook my dome and quickened my stride. Pushing the memory in the back of my head. The wound in my heart of the memory still fresh in my heart and thoughts. That was the reason I had come to this place, new start. though the memories wouldn't leave as the rest of the lands did. A ragged breath escaped my maw. Then a strong masculin brute scent took me out of my merciful thoughts. Tilting my dome to the side I looked in the direction of where the brute had come from. Auds pricked, as he came into view I smirekd. Lowering my dome in a gesture of greeting. Facial expression emotionless. No one would have known of my tears even if one had snuch up on me. Tail rested behind my rump, motionless. I was built like a brute, so far away I looked like one, though when I got closer the curves of my body and face was then easily detected that I was a fae. Battle scars marked my whole body, the light making it quite easily seen on my scarred body, claw scars up and down my muzzle, chest, belly, and back. Teeth gash scars white on my neck and shoulder. The brute seemed different, and i knew one of us had to speak first to bring up conversation. I lowered my dome incase he had decided to attack, so my neck would not be vulnerable. "Salutations, brute." Lyrics cold yet soft as it rolled off my tongue. Word Count: 708 Muse: Good Listening to: Hey There Delihla Notes: Hope you like it. Credits: To Ash!!!!! (did a wonderful job)

[.Divide.]

In this farewell, There is no blood
There is no alibi
Cause I've drawn regret
From the truth
Of a thousands lies
So let mercy come and wash away

What I've Done
I'll face myself
To cross out what I've become
Erase myself
and let go of what I've done

He had smelled the fae coming long before he had seen her, flicking an audit to listen to the shadows. Where ever she was coming from, he was ready for her long before he saw her. He turned his crown to the side slightly so he could see her out of the corner of his eye. The silky scar above his right eyebrow stood out easily against his white pelt. Honey suckle eyes glanced over her for a moment before turning his bodice to face her.
"Salutations, brute."
The lyrics entered his audits, yet he didn't respond. What was with him meeting all the fae's of the lands. Most of them had lovers too, which didn't help Divide with his whole 'no enemy' making policy. It just didn't seem to be working out for him.

He dipped his maw to the fae anyhow, though he never allowed his optics to leave her form. Greetings, Dove. He answered, his lyrics dark, and robust. Yes, he was different. Very different, yet was this in a good way? You could have thought he was Torro, only Torro was more of an ass. And more of a charmer. All the same, he had some of the same traits Torro did. Watching her closely for a moment he shook his head, and allowed a smirk to curl up the corners of his mouth into an almost devious grin. What brings you out here, sweetheart? Oh no. Here comes what normally gets him into trouble. The pet names. He doesn't mean them by anything, but wolves tended to take offense to it. He tilted his crown to the side before rolling back on his haunches, and studying her once more.

She must have been in her fair share of fights with all the scars that were covering her canvas. It looked as though some one had taken a fine pencil and traced the lines all over her. Teeth marks on her the nape of her neck, and shoulders. She had an icy gaze that should have sent chills up and down his spine, but it only caused amusement to dance around in his orbs. This should be very interesting.

[~Madey~]

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[atrb=background,http://i899.photobucket.com/albums/ac192/fireb4ashes/Alue---MIDDLE.png] When he studied me I rose a brow, not really caring how he judged me. I didn't know who he has met, but I knew he was new. I knew faes were probably all over him, but for that I didn't care, I never cared for faes, they could just leave this planet, they were disgrases to our fae name. Some are worthy enough to be called a fae, others just falunt with every brute they see, it was just irritating. I shook my dome at all the memories, when I spoke, he gave no answer, I waited, but I wasn't going to wait forever. Then he moved, my auds pinned at the quick movement, but rose again, when he lowered his dome in the formal greeting. I dipped my own dome towards him. Then his lyrics filled my auds, a low rumble came from my maw, at the sound of 'dove' I didn't understnad what was with the pet names brutes gave to faes, but I could really care less, if he knew me. I was no dove, nor a sweetheart, as he called me the next time he broke the silence "Traveling I suppose, what about you brute?, and my calling isn't Dove nor Sweetheart, its Alue." My lyrcis soft yet cold and harsh as it rolled off my tongue. I looked down at my paws knowing I was being a bit harsh to the newbe, but the real question is...Did i really care? His personality reminded me of Torro, what an odd world we live in, I thought I wouldn't see anything of him ever again, after I left the pack I was in, that made me capture him as captive...I have yet to apologize for that, I just got up and left. I could feel the brute's orbs on me, looking at my scars, my golden green orbs darted at him. "Yea, they're scars. hony." I said, giving him his own pet name. i knew it probably didn't bother him, but the sarcasm was easily detected in my voice.

[.Divide.]

In this farewell, There is no blood
There is no alibi
Cause I've drawn regret
From the truth
Of a thousands lies
So let mercy come and wash away

What I've Done
I'll face myself
To cross out what I've become
Erase myself
and l what I've done go of

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"Traveling I suppose, what about you brute?, and my calling isn't Dove nor Sweetheart, its Alue."

An amused smirk spread over his maw as she told him her calling. She had a lot of spunk, he had to hand it to her. She must not like the pet names, but he couldn't help it. Wait...Alue? Torro had spoken of her once the few times they had crossed paths after their father separated them. His eyes narrowed slightly, and the smirk he wore on his constitution all but wore away. The smug little grin was wiped away from his face as it dawned on him. Alue, is it? These were the only words to come from his mouth as he just stared at her. Torro was dead now...wasn't he? Perhaps he wasn't. The last time he knew, his brother blood had been spilled on the ground. But did that mean he was dead? He shook the thoughts out his mind, and mustered up a smirk. Well, Alue, you will have to forgive me for the pet names. It's only in my nature, sweetheart. He shrugged, and then added I suppose I'm just traveling as well.

"Yea, they're scars. hony."
He nodded, shaking his head for a moment. He couldn't shake the feeling that this was the fae that his brother had talked about. Not being able to contain his curiosity any longer he blurted out Did you ever know a Torro in your lifetime? Fuck Damnit, Divide! What the fuck is wrong with you? He scowled slightly, shaking his head for a moment, before turning his honey suckle gaze back to Alue. This should be interesting. Very interesting.

[~Madey~]

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[atrb=background,http://i899.photobucket.com/albums/ac192/fireb4ashes/Alue---MIDDLE.png] I could see his smirk soon vanish across his maw, and by that I was darn pleased. When his vanished mine grew, but only more devious before, I didn't understand why I was being this way, I usually am ok around brutes, but for some reason he brought the mediium part of me, I shook my dome at the thoughts, then his lyrics filled my auds, and in responce I rolled my orbs. "Yes, its Alue. Though you have yet to give me your calling. It will come in handy." I informed him with a brow furrowed as I studied him. Wiating, for something, but I didn't know what. Then his lyrics touched my auds again and i listened to what he was saying. "Understandable, brute. Just don't over use it, or we will have a problem." I warned as my orbs tightened, just so he knew I was being serious. I bothered me with the pet names, but I can conrtol the anger, though it will be dead annoying if he over used it. His features looked questiong and gone...LIke he was too deep in his thoughts, then he came back and looked at me, a question this time left his mouth, but his question didn't hit me right away, until i heard his name. My auds flattened and orbs narrowed. I took a step towards him. "What have you done to him?" I asked, my voice that was once just cold and serious became malicouse with in seconds, hackles rose, my dome lowering so he couldn't strike at my neck. I took another threatning step towards him, teeth now bared. "If you touched him, I swear on my daughter's life I will kill you." I spat, my words feeling like acid sptting off my tongue.

[.Divide.]

In this farewell, There is no blood
There is no alibi
Cause I've drawn regret
From the truth
Of a thousands lies
So let mercy come and wash away

What I've Done
I'll face myself
To cross out what I've become
Erase myself
and l what I've done go of

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"What have you done to him?"

The snarl in her vocals was almost impossible to miss. It instantly caused his own snarl to emit into the atmosphere. Ebony lips pulled back to reveal sharp, deadly ivories. His optics narrowed dangerously as she took a step forward. He didn't back away, but instead he stepped forward. His hackles raised, his tail raised in a dominate gesture. He was no fool, and she wasn't going to manipulate him like she was trying to do. Back off, bitch. Yes, he called her a bitch. It was how he was. If you threatened him, then you will be met with hostility as well. A growl was woven into his vocals, daring her to get closer to him. I haven't done crap to him, so cool your fuckin' jets, will ya?

He thought about what he could do to diffuse it, and he came to the conclusion that calling her a bitch wasn't going to help any. Still, she didn't need to threaten him. He watched her with his optics, and as she took another step forward he matched her until they were nearly nose to nose. His audits pinned tightly against his crown, showing his displeasure with her. Her growls entered his audits once again, and with a chuckle he shook his head.
"If you touched him, I swear on my daughter's life I will kill you."
From what he's told me, you have a lot of daughters, Alue. He taunted, his words mocking. This would have never happened if she would have just stayed civil. He had only asked a simple question.

He didn't snap at her with his teeth, but his lyrics were sharp when they came again. I wouldn't fuck my own brother over. My name's Divide. Torro is my brother. He spoke of you on the rare occasions we crossed paths. He was rather fond of you. I can't see why. He spat the words. They were rolling off of his tongue like poison, and stung like a bite. His optics were spitting hellfire and brimstone. Apparently, he didn't like her idea of him being Torro's murderer. He fell silent as he awaited her to say something, anything. If she attacked him though...

[~Madey~]

When I growled his reaction was usual, something I would expect, but at the same time it still reminded me of what torro had done when he got ready to be in a fight. i thought of that and shook my dome, man this was ridiculous. What are the chances that this would would know torro. I chuckled at the meer thought, then the brute's lyrics filled my auds. orbs narrowed as his workds rolled off his tongue, another feirfce growl escaped my maw when he said 'bitch' but nothing else escaped my maw, then he said he didn't do anything to him. I cooled down then and stopped growling, taking a breath. "My apologeeze then, you said the same thing another wolf said, when they gave me...troubling news." I informed in slightly of the occasion.

When he spokee of my daughters i shook my dome and lowered on my haunches once again. "Yes, but i only have one daughter that is alive." i said with a pained tone. though i quickly shook my dome and tried to take away the memories. and he would know all about that, but i am assuming you havn't heard the new information. i shook my dome once again and sighed.

then he talked again, my auds pricked towards him and my head tilted. then my orbs got wide. "Ah, you're Divide, he mentioned you to me as well, but what he gave out i don't see at this moment either, perhaps it was a bad first impression." I luaghed then added "So you are brothers with Torro, Forge, and Endless Time." I nodded thinking to myself.

OOC- will put coding and coloring later

[.Divide.]

In this farewell, There is no blood
There is no alibi
Cause I've drawn regret
From the truth
Of a thousands lies
So let mercy come and wash away

What I've Done
I'll face myself
To cross out what I've become
Erase myself
and l what I've done go of

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"My apologeeze then, you said the same thing another wolf said, when they gave me...troubling news."

He rose an eyebrow skeptically, and although the growling stopped his hackles stayed raised. She had riled him up, and it would take some time for him to calm down. I simply asked you if you knew someone in your past. I certainly hope you don't do that to everyone who asks about it. He muttered, his chasms narrowing on her for but a moment. What would be the point of glaring at her anyhow? Technically, she didn't do anything wrong. She hadn't lay a fang on him, and he was ready to rip her throat out. Taking a deep breath he allowed the lids of his optics to close for but a moment. She wasn't going to attack him now. Her lyrics filled his audits once more, but he didn't open his eyes. There was no need to just yet.
"Yes, but i only have one daughter that is alive."

His optics snapped open for a moment, and he studied her as she seemed to shake away the memories. One Moon, I presume? he asked, tilting his head to the side. He wasn't trying to be rude, he was just making sure he had his facts straight. Clearing his throat, and taking another calming breath he managed to allow his hackles to smooth out, and he edgily lowered himself to a sitting position. I'm sorry about your lost, Alue. And I'm sorry I called you a bitch. You riled me. He smiled slightly, but it was only half a smile. She didn't know Torro was here now, did she? Torro had mentioned him, and Divide was almost certain he had smelled his brother here. He just hasn't crossed paths with him for a good year or so. God, has it really been that long? He shook his head, and a dark chuckle slipped in-between ivory lips.
"Ah, you're Divide, he mentioned you to me as well, but what he gave out i don't see at this moment either, perhaps it was a bad first impression."

Ahh, but you can't tell me he didn't give off a bad first impression as well. The gentlemen act, eh? Got close enough to you, and when the commitment got became too much he dropped it faster than a hot potato? That would be a bad first impression, sweetheart. He murmured, his honey suckle eyes falling on her for a few moments once again. Wait? Did she just say Forge was his brother?
"So you are brothers with Torro, Forge, and Endless Time." He started to shake his head. Forge wasn't his brother, he was his nephew. And Endless Time wasn't their brother, he was a good old family friend. He was also dead...

You've got it all wrong, Alue. Forge isn't my brother, his my nephew. Forge is Torro's son from a previous lover; one before you guys. Endless Time was, He paused for a moment, swallowing hard. His best friend. He shook the thought from his head, and focused back toward Alue. Endless Time was an old friend of ours. He also happens to be dead. He had died when the rest of the Cullen pack had died as well. He felt silent, letting the whisper of the soft breeze push past them, and carry his sad lyrics through the trees, and rise to the full moon tonight. A full moon...

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