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[atrb=background,http://i899.photobucket.com/albums/ac192/fireb4ashes/Shyne1-MIDDLE.jpg] ||My Theme-Song...Paralyzer by Finger Eleven|| I hold on so nervously To me and my drink I wish it was cooling me But so far, has not been good It's been shitty And I feel awkward, as I should This club has got to be The most pretentious thing Since I thought you and me Well I am imagining A dark lit place For your place on my face Well I'm not paralyzed But, I seem to be struck by you I want to make you move Because you're standing still If your body matches What your eyes can do You'll probably move right through Me on my way to you I hold out for one more drink Before I think I'm looking too desperately But so far has not been fun I should just stay home If one thing really means one This club will hopefully Be closed in three weeks That would be cool with me Well I'm still imagining A dark lit place Or your place or my place I'm not paralyzed But, I seem to be struck by you I want to make you move Because you're standing still If your body matches What your eyes can do You'll probably move right through Me on my way to you Well I'm not paralyzed But, I seem to be struck by you I want to make you move Because you're standing still If your body matches What your eyes can do You'll probably move right through Me on my way to you :: Shyne :: Boys - Salt - Tse - Kosa Girls - Shyne - Vivian - Pepper ||This is me you're talking to...|| My real name is actually Melanie but here on Dare I go by Shyne. I'm 24 years old. I'm a Journalism Major and I'm in my 3rd year of college, making me a Super Sophmore. Journalism means, yes, writing is my passion, but I actually prefer taking pictures. I'm on my school's newspaper the "Ranger Rocket". I hope to be a Photo Journalist someday as I'm really interested in taking pictures. ||Baby write this down, take a little note...|| There are three things I truely fear in life. The first is violent thunderstorms; the noise gets me everytime. The second is heights. The third is my strange fear of most types of bugs; especially bees and wasps. ||I put your picture away...|| This picture was taken about 3 years ago just before I started college :: LINK This picture was taken last November during my College Beauty Review :: LINK

[ShyneOnMe]

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[atrb=background,http://i899.photobucket.com/albums/ac192/fireb4ashes/Shyne--MIDDLE.jpg] ||My Theme-Song...I'm A Survivor by Reba McEntire|| I was born three months too early The doctor gave me thirty days But I must`ve had my momma`s will And God`s amazing grace I guess I`ll keep on living Even if this love`s to die for Cause your bags are packed And I ain`t crying You`re walkin out And I`m not trying To change your mind `Cause I was born to be Chorus: The baby girl without a chance A victim of circumstance The one who ought to give up But she`s just to hard headed A single mom who works two jobs Who loves her kids and never stops With gentle hands and the heart of a fighter I`m a survivor I don`t believe in self pity It only brings you down Maybe the Queen of broken hearts But I don`t hide behind the crown When the deck is stacked against me I just play a different game My roots are planted in the past And though my life is changin` fast Who I am is who I wanna be Chorus: The baby girl with out a chance A victim of circumstance The one who oughta give up, but she`s just too hard headed A single mom who works two jobs Who loves her kids and never stops With gentle hands and the heart of a fighter I`m a survivor ooohhh A single mom who works two jobs Who loves her kids and never stops With gentle hands and the heart of a fighter I`m a survivor But I must`ve had my momma`s will And God`s amazing grace (I`m a survivor) (I`m a survivor) :: Shyne :: The Renegade Scout 3 Years Old

||We Are Family...||

The One I Called My Sire :: Setto
The One Who Birthed Me Called My Dam :: Blythe [Deceased]
My Sisters :: Carrella [Deceased]
My Brothers :: Mokovi [Deceased]
My Cubs ::


||I've Got Friends in Low Places...||

Who Are You Again? :: Bonsai
I Guess I'd Consider You A Friend :: Nuri, Arabesque, Rikalaru
My Most Trusted :: Arabesque


||In reality My Worst Enemy was me...||

You Are An Annoyance :: Arabesque
Don't Mess With Me :: Bonsai
You'd Better Watch Your Back ::
If I See You, You're Dead ::


||Do We Break Another Rule, Let Our Lovers Play the Fool...||

I Think I Like You ::
Maybe It's Just A Crush ::
I'm So Confused :: Arabesque
My Beloved Mate ::


||And I Think About You All The Time...||

Arabesque :: I can't say always put into words what I think about you. Often you make me angry enough to kill you while at the same time making me respect you for your strength. I beleive you are someone I can trust, and I hope you realize how important that is to me.

Nuri :: You are someone I can talk to about things only we females know about. I don't know you that well, but I hope I can at least call you my friend.

Rikalaru :: I hate what happened to you; hate that I wasn't there to stop it from happening. But I think you have an inner strength in you that won't let you stay down for long. Use it, Piccola Stella, I know you can.

Bonsai :: You I don't know very well but from what I've seen and heard of you I think it would be wise for you to stay far from my sight. You have been warned.


||Where I Come From...||

Homeland :: The Wilds of Italy
Accent :: A Mixture of Italian, French and English

In Her Own Words :: I came from the wilds of Italy where I lived with my mother, father, and two siblings. My Sire was always a violent male and quite often attacked my mother in front of us. When my brother, who was two years older than I, confronted him about the abuse my Sire killed him. A month later, my Sire's insanity hit an all time high and he raped my sister. When Carrella discovered she was with cub, she killed herself rather than bare the spawn of our most hated Sire. Fearing for herself and for me - I was barely 4 months old at the time - my mother escaped from my Sire and took us both across an ocean until we landed on an island that seemed habitable. From there we travelled together until I was almost 2 years old.

Once I was 2, my mother seemed to run out of the seemingly limitless strength she'd possessed. She became very ill and from then on I only remember that I hunted for her and kept her company. Within three days of contracting her illness, my mother died, and with her my last link to any and all that had ever truely cared about me. From then on, I learned to rely soley on myself. I kept myself closed off from others and didn't let anyone touch my heart. I was practical though and soon picked a pack to join for the sake of safety. Since I'm a very small sized wolf, it was smarter to be with the whole than alone. Being with a pack had its own challenges but so far I haven't regretted my choice. Part of me wonders if soon that fact may change though...


||Plans For the Future...||

Shyne is my baby and the first wolf I ever made so she's special to me. I don't have much planned for her, other than maybe a visit from her abusive Sire and perhaps she'll even have some romance in the future. Who knows...

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[ShyneOnMe]

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[atrb=background,http://i899.photobucket.com/albums/ac192/fireb4ashes/Vivian-MoonClouds---MIDDLE.png] ||My Theme-Song...Whisper by Evenesense|| Catch me as I fall Say you're here and it's all over now Speaking to the atmosphere No one's here and I fall into myself This truth drive me into madness I know I can stop the pain If I will it all away... If I will it all away [CHORUS:] Don't turn away (Don't give in to the pain) Don't try to hide (Though they're screaming your name) Don't close your eyes (God knows what lies behind them) Don't turn out the light (Never sleep never die) I'm frightened by what I see But somehow I know That there's much more to come Immobilized by my fear And soon to be blinded by tears I can stop the pain If I will it all away... If I will it all away [CHORUS:] Don't turn away (Don't give in to the pain) Don't try to hide (Though they're screaming your name) Don't close your eyes (God knows what lies behind them) Don't turn out the light (Never sleep never die) Fallen angels at my feet Whispered voices at my ear Death before my eyes Lying next to me I fear She beckons me shall I give in Upon my end shall I begin Forsaking all I've fallen for I rise to meet my end [CHORUS:] Don't turn away (Don't give in to the pain) Don't try to hide (Though they're screaming your name) Don't close your eyes (God knows what lies behind them) Don't turn out the light (Never sleep never die) Servatis a periculum, servatis a maleficum {repeats through to end of song} [CHORUS:] Don't turn away (Don't give in to the pain) Don't try to hide (Though they're screaming your name) Don't close your eyes (God knows what lies behind them) Don't turn out the light (Never sleep never die) [CHORUS:] Don't turn away (Don't give in to the pain) Don't try to hide (Though they're screaming your name) Don't close your eyes (God knows what lies behind them) Don't turn out the light (Never sleep never die) :: Vivian :: The Former Alphess of Lucifer's 2 Years Old ||We Are Family...|| The One I Called My Sire :: Tethin [Deceased The One Who Birthed Me Called My Dam :: Valeria [Deceased] My Sisters :: None My Brothers :: Pavos [Deceased] My Cubs :: Tse, Nina [Deceased] ||I've Got Friends in Low Places...|| Who Are You Again? :: Sinmar I Guess I'd Consider You A Friend :: My Most Trusted :: Bohemian, Chen ||In reality My Worst Enemy was me...|| You Are An Annoyance :: Don't Mess With Me :: Buell, Kirill You'd Better Watch Your Back :: Memphis If I See You, You're Dead :: Kole [Deceased] ||Do We Break Another Rule, Let Our Lovers Play the Fool...|| I Think I Like You :: Maybe It's Just A Crush :: I'm So Confused :: My Beloved Mate :: ||And I Think About You All The Time...|| Tse :: My darling baby, my son. I will always protect you. I know you will grow up well. Chen :: You I know I can trust with my pup's life. Tse adores you and I thank you for caring for him. Perhaps there is hope for peace between our two packs. Memphis :: You challenged me for my position and won; I'm not sure I can trust you anymore. But for the sake of the pack, I hope you do a good job. Otherwise, be sure I'll be back to take the place you stole from me. Bohemian :: You're a funny fea but I know I can trust you about Tse. My son adores you and I hope you intend to stick around for a bit. Kirill :: You I don't like so much. I know you were the former Alpha for Lucifer's but I also know you think very little of me. You are arrogant and too set in your ways. But I intend to prove to you that I can take care of this pack you so coveted. You can't be all bad though, if Memphis cares for you. Buell :: You....I really don't like you. We two are very different and sharing power with you isn't easy. You go out of your way to keep me out of the loop in the issues we should be working together on and I don't like it at all. Plus you scare Tse more than I'd like making you a serious threat in my eyes. ||Where I Come From...|| Homeland :: Eastern Europe Accent :: Vivian doesn't really have an accent, but she does have a very elegant and careful way of speaking. In Her Own Words ::  I grew up in a place where family was highly celebrated. My parents were a love match and I beleived for a long time that that was what I wanted for myself. As I grew older, a stranger joined my home pack. His name was Kole and he was the most fasinating male I'd ever met. Our pack wasn't too big at the time so he fit in rather well. One morning just after I'd turned a year old, I came across my brother on the ground. I nuzzled him but he never moved and I soon realized he was dead. I didn't see any blood or anything so I couldn't understand why he was dead. The same pattern befell my beloved mother and father and it was when the Alpha of our pack fell ill that I figured out what was happening. Kole, the wolf we all thought we could trust, had poisoned the Alpha and those most loyal to him in an attempt to take our small pack over for himself. We fought him, all of us, and drove him out. Yet the damage had been done. Our Alpha survived, but my family along with almost half the pack had been slain. Enraged I left the safety of my pack thinking I could best our estranged packmate and take revenge for what he'd done to us; to me. But I was sorely mistaken. Kole was vicious and easily beat me with his superior weight and experience. He then forced himself upon me to prove once in for all he was the better of us. He left me alive, something I sometimes think was the worse of the sins he'd commited against me. Months later I discovered the results of my rape when I began to swell with cubs. I was carrying the offspring of the fould feind that had raped me! I hated it, but couldn't bring myself to do anything that would harm the small lives growing inside of me. The time came quickly and I gave birth to two small pups; one a male and the other female. Being a young mother all alone, I had no idea how to care for myself and my pups. This lead to the death of my female pup three days after she'd been born. I mourned so long for that little life, but I still had my little boy. Tse, as I named him, was stronger than his sister and managed to survive long enough for me to figure out how to care for him. He grew strong and soon started following me around and chattering nearly non stop to me. I had never loved another so deeply before and I vowed that nothing and no one would ever hurt my little boy. Time started passing and I began to grow up just like Tse did. I grew cautious and learned to be vicious even as Tse grew curious and playful and a bit shy. Soon the confrontation I'd been dreading came as I faced off against Kole once again. This time though, I was the victorious one. Though I was shaken from killing my first wolf, I cleaned myself off and went back to Tse. It soon became apparent that we could no longer live on our own. We needed something more steady and safe. We needed a pack. So I made the decision and approached the outskirts of a pack called Lucifer's. I decided that I would take over this small pack and make a place for Tse and I where we could be somewhat safe. A male named Buell helped in the takeover and soon we were both Alphas of a pack that didn't really like us. I was different from them, I knew that, but they were mine and I would hold them. Now I struggle with the duties of Alphess to such a dangerous pack while at the same time trying to raise my young cub. I hope I made the right decision. A challenge came from somewhere I should have expected. In the form of Memphis, one I thought I could trust, I was challenged for my position as Lucifer's Alphess and the ultimate outcome was...I lost. My position was taken by someone I thought was my friend. In exchange, I was allowed to remain in the pack with my cub and now I am a gaurdian of the pack. I supposed that's not too bad, considering what could have happened. At least I came out of this with my life. But what am I going to do now? That I just don't know. ||Plans For the Future...|| I don't really have that much in the way of plans for Vivian. Except something where she asks Chen to teach Tse how to be an honorable wolf. That might help the relationship between the Renegade and Lucifer's Packs. Who knows. Other than that, what comes comes.

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[atrb=background,http://i899.photobucket.com/albums/ac192/fireb4ashes/Pepper-Sleepy---MIDDLE.png] ||My Theme-Song...The Climb by Miley Cyrus|| I can almost see it That dream I'm dreaming but There's a voice inside my head sayin, You'll never reach it, Every step I'm taking, Every move I make feels Lost with no direction My faith is shaking but I Got to keep trying Got to keep my head held high There's always going to be another mountain I'm always going to want to make it move Always going to be an uphill battle, Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose, Ain't about how fast I get there, Ain't about what's waiting on the other side It's the climb The struggles I'm facing, The chances I'm taking Sometimes might knock me down but No I'm not breaking I may not know it But these are the moments that I'm going to remember most yeah Just got to keep going And I, I got to be strong Just keep pushing on, cause There's always going to be another mountain I'm always going to want to make it move Always going to be an uphill battle, Sometimes I'm gonna to have to lose, Ain't about how fast I get there, Ain't about what's waiting on the other side It's the climb (yeah) There's always going to be another mountain I'm always going to want to make it move Always going to be an uphill battle, Sometimes you going to have to lose, Ain't about how fast I get there, Ain't about what's waiting on the other side It's the climb (yeah yeah ea ea) Keep on moving Keep climbing Keep the faith baby It's all about It's all about The climb Keep the faith Keep your faith Whoa a oh oh

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:: Pepper ::
The Enchanted Healer
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||We Are Family...||

The One I Called My Sire ::
The One Who Birthed Me Called My Dam ::
My Sisters ::
My Brothers :: Salt
My Cubs ::

||I've Got Friends in Low Places...||

Those Whom I Lend a Helping Hand :: Ugo
I Guess I'd Consider You A Friend :: Tara
My Most Trusted :: Lukari, Liam, Salt, Alex
Apprentices: Dakrev, Annie


||In reality My Worst Enemy was me...||

You Are An Annoyance ::
Don't Mess With Me :: Benjamin
You'd Better Watch Your Back ::
If I See You, You're Dead ::


||Do We Break Another Rule, Let Our Lovers Play the Fool...||

I Think I Like You ::
Maybe It's Just A Crush ::
I'm So Confused :: Alex
My Beloved Mate ::

||And I Think About You All The Time...||



||Where I Come From...||

Homeland ::
Accent ::

In Her Own Words ::


||Plans For the Future...||

I guess my plans for Pepper are the same as any of my characters. I'm just going with the flow with this girl and I have a plan for her to find a mate very soon in the works...More than likely with Willow's boy Alex.

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[atrb=background,http://i899.photobucket.com/albums/ac192/fireb4ashes/Salt---MIDDLE.png] ||My Theme-Song...Time, Love, and Tenderness by Michael Bolton|| So you say that you can't go on Love left you cryin' And you say all your hope is gone And what's the use in tryin' What you need is to have some faith Shake off those sad blues Get yourself a new view Oh, nothing is a sad as it seems, you know 'Cause someday you'll laugh at the heartache Someday, you'll laugh at the pain Somehow you'll get through the heartache Somehow you can get through the rain CHORUS: When love puts you through the fire When love puts you through the test Nothing cures a broken heart Like time, love and tenderness When you think your world is over Baby just remember this Nothing heals a broken heart Like time, love and tenderness Time, love and tenderness I understand how you're feeling now And what you've been through But your world's gonna turn around So baby don't you be blue All it takes is a little time To make it better The hurt won't last forever Oh, all the tears are gonna dry you know 'Cause someday you'll laugh at the heartache Someday you'll laugh at the pain You may be down on your luck But baby that old lucks gonna change CHORUS: Baby, oh baby you just need some You just need some Time, love and tenderness Time, love and tenderness The hurt ain't gonna last forever Time, love and tenderness Time, love and tenderness :: Salt :: The Enchanted Hunter 2 Years Old

||We Are Family...||

The One I Called My Sire ::
The One Who Birthed Me Called My Dam ::
My Sisters :: Pepper
My Brothers ::
My Cubs ::

||I've Got Friends in Low Places...||

Who Are You Again? :: Stark
I Guess I'd Consider You A Friend ::
My Most Trusted :: Pepper, Tara




||In reality My Worst Enemy was me...||

You Are An Annoyance ::
Don't Mess With Me ::
You'd Better Watch Your Back ::
If I See You, You're Dead ::




||Do We Break Another Rule, Let Our Lovers Play the Fool...||

I Think I Like You :: Tara
Maybe It's Just A Crush ::
I'm So Confused ::
My Beloved Mate ::


||And I Think About You All The Time...||

||Where I Come From...||

Homeland ::
Accent ::

In His Own Words ::


||Plans For the Future...||



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[atrb=background,http://i899.photobucket.com/albums/ac192/fireb4ashes/Tse-China---MIDDLE.png] ||My Theme-Song...I See You by Leona Lewis|| I see you I see you Walking through a dream I see you My light in darkness breathing hope of new life Now I live through you and you through me Enchanting I pray in my heart that this dream never ends I see me through your eyes Living through life flying high Your life shines the way into paradise So I offer my life as a sacrifice I live through your love You teach me how to see All that's beautiful My senses touch your word I never pictured Now I give my hope to you I surrender I pray in my heart that this world never ends I see me through your eyes Living through life flying high Your love shines the way into paradise So I offer my life I offer my love, for you When my heart was never open (and my spirit never free) To the world that you have shown me But my eyes could not division All the colours of love and of life ever more Evermore (I see me through your eyes) I see me through your eyes (Living through life flying high) Flying high Your love shines the way into paradise So I offer my life as a sacrifice And live through your love And live through your life I see you I see you :: Tse :: The Lucifer's Pup 11 Months Old

||We Are Family...||

The One I Called My Sire :: Kole
The One Who Birthed Me Called My Dam :: Vivian
My Sisters ::
My Brothers ::
My Cubs ::


||I've Got Friends in Low Places...||

Who Are You Again? ::
I Guess I'd Consider You A Friend ::
My Most Trusted :: Arden, Bohemian, Memphis, Chen


||In reality My Worst Enemy was me...||

You Are An Annoyance ::
Don't Mess With Me ::
You'd Better Watch Your Back ::
If I See You, You're Dead ::


||Do We Break Another Rule, Let Our Lovers Play the Fool...||

I Think I Like You ::
Maybe It's Just A Crush ::
I'm So Confused ::
My Beloved Mate ::


||And I Think About You All The Time...||


||Where I Come From...||

Homeland ::
Accent ::

In His Own Words ::



||Plans For the Future...||

Not much in the works but we'll see how things go.

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[atrb=background,http://i899.photobucket.com/albums/ac192/fireb4ashes/KosaPup-MIDDLE.jpg] ||It's Raining Men by The Weather Girls|| Humidity is rising - Barometer's getting low According to all sources, the street's the place to go Cause tonight for the first time Just about half-past ten For the first time in history It's gonna start raining men. It's Raining Men! Hallelujah! It's Raining Men! Amen! I'm gonna go out to run and let myself get Absolutely soaking wet! It's Raining Men! Hallelujah! It's Raining Men! Every Specimen! Tall, blonde, dark and lean Rough and tough and strong and mean God bless Mother Nature She's a single woman too She took off to heaven and she did what she had to do She taught every angel to rearrange the sky So that each and every woman could find her perfect guy It's Raining Men! Hallelujah! It's Raining Men! Amen! It's Raining Men! Hallelujah! It's Raining Men! Amennnn! I feel stormy weather Moving in about to begin Hear the thunder Don't you lose your head Rip off the roof and stay in bed God bless Mother Nature, she's a single woman too She took off to heaven and she did what she had to do She taught every angel to rearrange the sky So that each and every woman could find her perfect guy It's Raining Men! Yeah! Humidity is rising - Barometer's getting low According to all sources, the street's the place to go Cause tonight for the first time Just about half-past ten For the first time in history It's gonna start raining men. It's Raining Men! Hallelujah! It's Raining Men! Amen! It's Raining Men! Hallelujah! It's Raining Men! Amen! It's Raining Men! Hallelujah! :: Kosa :: The Enchanted Pup Newborn

||We Are Family...||

The One I Called My Sire :: Luka
The One Who Birthed Me Called My Dam :: Juliet
My Sisters :: Aleksandra, Delilah
My Brothers :: Baron
My Cubs ::


||I've Got Friends in Low Places...||

Who Are You Again? ::
I Guess I'd Consider You A Friend ::
My Most Trusted ::


||In reality My Worst Enemy was me...||

You Are An Annoyance ::
Don't Mess With Me ::
You'd Better Watch Your Back ::
If I See You, You're Dead ::


||Do We Break Another Rule, Let Our Lovers Play the Fool...||

I Think I Like You ::
Maybe It's Just A Crush ::
I'm So Confused ::
My Beloved Mate ::


||And I Think About You All The Time...||


||Where I Come From...||

Homeland :: Dare Island
Accent :: None Really Discernable

In His Own Words ::





||Plans For the Future...||

Not much yet, I'm still getting used to him, after all. Though I will say that this pup is going to be one odd little baby.

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