Alue (Fenrir)

[~Madey~]

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[atrb=background,http://i899.photobucket.com/albums/ac192/fireb4ashes/Alue---MIDDLE.png] I could feel the interest in his orbs, though i didn't know why, thinking about it didn't take long, then I processed the reason. He was a fighter himself, a killer, most likely one to like hearing about others kills, blood shed, and such. If he liked such storied he would enjoy my past for there is nothing good about it, and when it was good, it got tooken away from me and replaced it with the screams, making me feeling helpless as I watched and not able to do anything about it, my orbs revealed pain, but it didn't at the same time, my orbs also inflicted anger, desperasion, helplessness, and pain. For desperasion, it was not longing, it was desperasion of bloodshed, of killing, of sinking my teeth in thier necks to end thier lives. When his lyrics filled my auds i looked up from my paws, which I didn't realize I was doing, and shook the memory away, my orbs still the same as before, not yet composed. I nodded to his words and studied his scar. "Ah, but hehas failed, and most likely found his own death to be rewarded." I said with a low smirk. Then I chuckled to myself. "I earned my scars from multiple battles, wars, vengance, fights with three wolves, and a fight with an old mate. The markings upon my muzzle and teth peircing on my neck are from my old mate." Shaking my dome at that thought, someone had to piss him off, and I had to get in the middle of it. She wasn't known as a monster, she was known as heartless. A fae who had no fear. But, what they did not know, was that there was nothing to fear. They were correct, I was heartless as I still am now, my heart was filled with love, passion, simpathy. I used to be the nicest wolf in the lands. Then wolves started picking on me, picking fights, becomming my mate making me feel as if i'm finally wanted then go for my best friend. Then plays that game three times until his old game got limited and I ended it with a harsh remark, he had not beleived me, he was not there when I needed help, I was defending our pups and while I was getting throughn, he was lounging around playing with another fae. I was left there bleeding, so close to death I could have touched it, I had saved my pups. but, I was not ready for that road of death, I got myself better, and came back yelled at Torro whom attacked me for a reason he was still ashamed to say, before he to had died in the screams as well as my family and other friends. His lyrics filled my auds once again, and once again I eyed him. Though ending up quickly to close them, when they opened again they became hard and cold, his story a bit like mine, that had happened recently."My first mate, made me feel that way then he decieved me by playing his games with my best friend. Though it was my second mate that made me feel wanted again and made me the way I am now. Though, a bit more enjoyable most likely.And I have to apologize for your loss, it is a horrible thing to witness." My face once again emotionless, though my orbs gave it away. Shaking my dome, he will figure it out, if he asks I will tell him. Ok, I didn't know I would ever meet a wolf that has felt the same pain as I had, welll not same, but close to the understanding of it. When everything went black, and I woke once again to be let go, the enemis that were once there vanished, it destroyed me. Not physically, but mentally. I ran to each of the bodies, to my daughters, to my son's, my friends....My mate...Fenrir's lyrics broke my train of thought, which I wished could be destroyed. I looked up at him and shook my dome. "Fantasys, never crossed my mind." I said softly, then he had added. I sucked in a breath of air and shook my dome. "No, he won't be. He was, butchered along with my pup's, family, and friends. And I was forced to sit there helpless, hear them beg for help, scream my name, then screaming thier lasts." I closed my orbs and tightened at the quicky flashback.

[xFenris.Fenrirx]

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[atrb=background,http://i899.photobucket.com/albums/ac192/fireb4ashes/Fenris---MIDLE.png] He was almost lost in his thoughts about the past when she spoke again. His audit twitched and turned to where she was to show that even though he might look distant he was still, in fact, paying close attention to her as she spoke. Both of them had lived through hard ships in the past. The type that if many experienced they would have given up on living long ago. Suicide was never something Fenrir thought about. It seemed as though it would be greedy for him to just kill himself off when he knew that there was still so much work to be done. One day he would pass from this world to the gates of Hell but until that point he would continue to live and fight. He killed not for sport or anything in that manner. Many he had met that killed others were how you say insane. They lived to spill the blood of others without a care in the world. It was true that Fenrir had killed many over the years he had wandered the Earth but to him there was a reason. He did not get off on killing or the taste of blood. Perhaps in his younger years the scent of blood drove him slightly mad but now he was completely in control over himself. As she continued to speak, the words of her two timing mate made him growl slightly. His ears flattened against his black skull for a moment and then stood back up. He had only been mated once. Demon was the only femme that had gotten close enough to him for him to be willing to let his guard down. He could never imagine harming her either physically or mentally in such a manner. Yes, he was evil. But his loyalty once earned far out weighed his need to kill others. "My mate Demon was led astray once... That I know of. I left for a few months and returned to find a stranger in my lands trying to take my mate and my pack. He had succeeded in one way... But Demon realized her mistakes and shortly after I ended his wretched life," he stated with a venom in his tone. There it was again. Emotion. Damn stupid emotion. "My love for her out weighed anything. I believed that she would never do such a thing again." He finished. He remembered the stink on her fur when he saw her. How she had tried to hide it at first. Though he was partially blind everything else was much stronger. Especially, his sense of smell. It was such a fowl smell that had taken over her once glorious scent. It almost made him sick thinking about it. Finally, once in his life he had given his heart out only to have it thrown back in him. No wonder why he hated their breed so much. "It seems happiness for some is only meant to be short lived," he spoke finally breaking the silence once more. This time his ears laid gently against his head as though he had been beaten. He rolled his shoulders into a slouch and he pulled in a deep breath. The thoughts of adultery easily could slip his mind though when thinking about Demon. For he had loved her and still loved her now even though death separated them. His now weary looking orbs glanced back up at the large femme. "My own pack helped the slaughter of my family and friends. They had teamed with the Northern pack lands and betrayed me. How cowardly it was of them to murder my children. At least the adults of the pack could fight back. But the pups? Even as much of a monster as myself could never put out the flame of a pup. Those same wolves that hated me for the nightmare that I was seemed to think what they did was justified. They came to kill me to kill my blood line. But here I am... Still wandering this wretched earth while they now lay cold and still in the pits of Hell where they belong," he said in an almost eerie calm. Fenrir never really explained his past to anyone. Most knew of the monster he was... Not the fact that he was the most of devoted mates and loving father. He was fine with that. No one needed to know about his past. It was better forgotten anyway. Even though that was easier said than done. Though her tone had been flat he could still sense the pain that hung heavily on every word. Something was coming over him. He knew that many had most likely show her pity for her loss but if she was anything like him pity was the last thing that they needed. But still... Comfort was not pity. The shadow soaked brute had never received any sort of comfort after his family and pack were destroyed. There was never time for anything along those lines. "I have never come across another who has felt the same pain that I have... Nor have I spoken of my past to basically a complete stranger," he pointed out. Gingerly, he reached out his fore paw and touched hers gently. Only for a moment then retracted it. Back in the day he remembered just a touch could mean so much. To him it was strange to feel another in such a manner. Most of the time any physical touching that happened between him and another was that of his teeth sinking deeply into the neck of another. Not gentle touching. It was almost like lightning and it surprised him. Perhaps he would want to get to know this femme a bit more. They seemed to have much in common in their past though it was not a pleasant thing to have to share. Still. She could be someone he could actually talk to.

[~Madey~]

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[atrb=background,http://i899.photobucket.com/albums/ac192/fireb4ashes/Alue---MIDDLE.png] This was all too different, I didn't think I would be talking to another wolf about pasts, it was different and alien to me, nothing had been right, the reason I left the lands was to leave that part of my life and move on, but aparently my memory and my brain still said pain and kill. I never killed a pup and never will. I have only protected pups, my friends, my mate, even my old mate I had also protected. Even though he had done all those stupid things, it was who he was aparently, he was a player and I was just part of his game. Though he did play his good part and got me twice, though when he came back to ask me he seemed more sincere and I let my gaurd down for him everytime. For I still loved him and longed to be with him, but when all the bad things started to happen to me, it made me open my eyes. He was just using me, again and he will always use me. If it isn't me then someone eles, he was a pathetic excuse for an honerable brute of which he had called himself once, then I agreed now, I calll him a cur. Which he is. Even though he still has a thing in my heart, i would never let him back in, and he was slaughtered with the rest of them anyways. His growl made my golden green orbs look up at him, no emotion comming from my orbs or faceial expression. For there was nothing to feel, I was blocking myself from the past again, he was talking about his past, well part of it anyway, I didn't know why he was telling me this, was it because I was easy to talk to? He needed to tell someone and just decided me. I shook the second thought out, even I wouldn't have done that, I wouldn't expect a brute too. I studied him as he spoke to me, auds flicking to the sounds around me and to the sound of his talking. A near by bush moved, My orbs focused in on it, when a rabbit ran out, I cursed under my breath rolling my orbs at it, though still listening to him, more intently then he would know. "I know, one such as yourself probably doesn't like the thought of confort. But, I will say anyway, I am truely sorry to hear, the first time I heared of my mate suducing my best friend, I didn't take kindly to it either, I had killed my best friend, who was plotting to rid of me anyway." A harsh chuckle escaped my maw, shaking my dome, many has plotted to kill me, I was near death because I was defending my pup, who had led into trouble, and I had to save my own skin, no thanks to my pups nor my mate. His lyrics filled my auds and as I nodded to what he said I seemed to choke a laugh. "I am guessing that is correct, but those ones who has those short life happiness, sometimes finds it again, but not everyone." I rolled my shoulders in a lazy shrug. I didn't know what to say, I didn't mean he would find a mate or I would, or have anyother happiness...I stopped there I was rambling in my own thoughts, I hate rambling. I snaped that thought out of place. When he talked again about his pack turning against them my orbs narrowed. Though when he said about them killing pups a tint of fire danced in my orbs. how could anyone kill a pup? a low malicious rumble came from my own throat as a low muffled growl of my own, sending a shiver down Fen's spine, though not a bad one, just a different one. I knew a fae such as myself shouldn't sound so threatning, but it pissed me off. I shook the thought away tehn and there before I did something stupid. "Thats a sheepish and cowardly thing to do, a pack should always be faithful, and I don't understand how any wolf could kill a young." I said with frusrtaion in my tone, though it quickly disapeared. When something touched my paw I body seemed to jump a bit, the touch was different. I havn't been touched in a long time unless it was a blow from a fight. I looked down at my paw then glanced at his, I looked back up and him and nodded. "I will have to agree, I didn't think anyone would have to go through that. THough it is good having someon to share with." I said admiting to it, though I didn't want to for some reason. When he raised his paw I made no movements, I would admit it was nice being touched gently with again, but yet brought memories I did not want any longer. I smirked at him and nodded.

[xFenris.Fenrirx]

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[atrb=background,http://i899.photobucket.com/albums/ac192/fireb4ashes/Fenris---MIDLE.png] She spoke of comfort and he paid attention. She did not give him pity which was something he was happy about. There was nothing to pity for no words could bring anything back or turn time around so he could have been there to protect his family. Which he would have. He would have thrown his life away to know that his children were still wandering the Earth safely. Knowing that they were starting on their own to make names for themselves and making families. How much he wished it nothing would ever come from it. Pointless to dream about what could have been. How he hated the fact that the nightmares of the past had refused to fade with almost all the other memories. He used to be great at blocking things out but from some damn reason he could not with this. The smell of their innocent blood still stung his nares. "They knew that I was off by myself hunting. So they sent a group to track me down to rid the world of me. Had I known if I had died right then and there that my family would have been safe... I would have just laid down to take it," he stated almost ashamed of himself. His crimson orbs looked up at her. If anyone looked close enough they could almost see his history playing out in front of them. The fire in his eyes, even in the dulled one. But then he closed them. He was telling this stranger far too much and it was becoming a problem. He just could not stop talking. He had kept it so bundled up that now it was open he could not close it for some reason. Just like a flood gate. His onyx talons dug into the soft Earth again. It was almost a stress relief to just really feel the earth vibrate around him. He took everything in. Where she was and where the closest deer was. He could hear them moving around trying to find a safe shelter for the night. Fenrir was a ghost of the wolf he used to be. Feared where ever his scent traveled. A living nightmare. Now he was only just a shadow almost like he had already passed on to the world of the dead. He blamed that short lived pack life for learning to care about others. Before then it was just mindless killing. He back then would hunt down his kind. Going out of his way when he caught their scents to kill them. Now if they crossed his path was the only time that they would have to worry about their lives. "I am sorry to bother you with my sob story," he choked out breaking the silence that had once more fallen between them. "I do not really know why I told you in the first place to be honest..." he finished trailing off. Once more there was nothing in his eyes. No more emotion in them. He had cut himself off again. He did not want to feel again. He never wanted to feel emotions ever again. Like in his past. There was nothing there. He was never taught to acknowledge them. "So, Alue..." he started actually saying her name, "Why have you come to these lands? Searching for a knew life or just passing through like myself?" he questioned. He wondered if she would realize that him actually saying her name was significant. Normally he would say something belittling like whelp or my dear. He never acknowledged another beings name. For in his eyes they were all the same. All the same that needed to be put down by him. But this femme he felt deserved to actually be spoken to. She did not seem like another beast that should be snuffed like everything else. He bit his tongue lightly at the thought. Perhaps he was just going soft in his old age. Or perhaps not seeing as only a night ago he had the blood of another wolf stained on his maw.

[~Madey~]

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[atrb=background,http://i899.photobucket.com/albums/ac192/fireb4ashes/Alue---MIDDLE.png] If I would have been there sooner I could have saved them. My family was my pack, everyone in the pack had became known as part of the family, but I was too late, there was no going back. My kids are dead, Souless my mate is dead. Torro, my old mate is dead. My friends that never went behind me back, dead. Everyone that meant the world to me. DEAD! Pain swormed in my orbs, though turned to hatred in a matter of seconds. Orbs once again dancing in the darkness of fire. I wanted revenge, I still had wanted it, even though I tracked down each and everyone of those wolves who was in the pack, innocent or not. I taught their pups that when you take life, there is always a price. Their parents had now paid me their price, for when they took the lives of everything I loved and cared for, they took my life as well. Though I still breath, I would rather have died with them, rather then now, alone and heartless. his lyrics interupted my thoughts, and my orbs calmed like an ocean and covered the emotion in them. My orbs found him and I shook my dome in his response. "Fenrir, I too wish I had been the one to die rather then the ones I had a heart for. They took that away from me, and in return, I found one by one killing each and everyone the cruelest way anyone could imagine. Then I brought their pups all aside in a cave and told them of their parents mistake. I then took them to another pack for them to learn to fight and to become wise." My lyrics were cold as I gave him that bit of information I had done, it was something I didn't like to admit, but he was saying things as well. No one had known of what I had done, and no one ever will except for Fenrir, who I had no reasong of why I had told him. "It is a sad thing to lose ones you care for, but there is no going back." I shook my dome once again, but this time to myself. My facial expression sill emotionless, the pit of my orbs coal black. I remembered how I did everything as if it was recent,at first I was in a deep depression, thinking it was all a dream and I would go back and everything will be ok, my pups would run to me and play with my tail like they had always done even at their age of 1. Even I knew that they should go off and start their life, they decided to stay in the pack and help out, one found a lover...she was pregnant at the time. her mate had died to protect them when I was off in a war. My other daughters were looking for matees, but the way I had taught them. They were all strong willed, respectful, strong, cunning, and wise as I had taught them to be, except for a pup that I had foud when I was in my younger years alone and helpless. I was with Torro at the time and had tooken the pup in and raised her, her calling was Saba. She had died before everyone else, she had died giving birth to a forcer's pup. though the forcer had his luck with my daughter, he thought he could get just as lucky with me...But, lets just say he lost two things. His manly hood, and his head. A low chuckle came from my throat at the memory When he talked once again my auds flickered in his direction. "No need for apologeeze. Stories are sacred as their beholder who tells them." I said with a faint grin, I wasn't flirting, not even a bit. I wasn't even just meaning him. I was meaning that every wolf is sacred in their own way, and thier stories tell sections about themselves, which is also a sacred thing. The he talked again, but this time I didn't answer right away, I studied him carefully, my sides moved inward as a gust of wind came from my maw to calm myself. "As I don't know why I told you a few things of my past, I would rather keep a secret. But, no way to pretend it didn't happen. And I'm happy to let some of my past out. I don't know about you, but even though it brings pain in my eyes, it also calms my past." A sigh escaped my maw. "I'm babbling." I shook my dome. I did that a lot aparently. When he asked his question I thought of best way to put it, but the first movement i had done was shrug. "I came to these lands to get away of my old memories, but now I just wonder the lands." It was simple really. I didn't have anything where I was except more pain, and I had a chance of earning something here rather then another fight with another enemy. "What about you?" I asked tilting my dome faintly to the side.

[xFenris.Fenrirx]

Ok so not really a "fan page" but just helping to keep my wolfies in line:

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[atrb=background,http://i899.photobucket.com/albums/ac192/fireb4ashes/Fenris---MIDLE.png] His eyes watched her closely still. He wanted to change the subject desperately now for he was too far in. Fenrir was not stupid he knew that the past could never be changed and shaped the way that he had wanted it but it had happened. There was no going back anymore. Standing up, he stretched out but he continued to listen to her. He could tell that she did not really want to go into her past either. Perhaps over time both of them would be able to be more forward about things that had happened. But after all they had only just met moments ago. She was not one of those other wolves that he would pass by like many others in the past. A smirk danced across his maw as she said she was babbling. He could not help himself. It was not like he was making fun of herself but just hearing that word was rather humorous. "Fear not... I do not think that you are babbling. I think that we both had some things that we seemingly needed to get off our chest," he said pointing out the obvious. He drew closer to her and then sat at her side. His eyes studied her for another moment before the smirk was replaced with a half smile. "This is strange for me... Talking to another in such depth," he almost said in a mumble. "I am not accustom to keeping company for so long." He actually enjoyed talking with this femme. This Alue. There was no urge to end her which in his eyes was a good thing. It was always a different and new thing to be able to hold a conversation with someone. But once more he wanted to change the subject. There was no point in going further into a hole that was hard to come out of. He nodded to her as she replied to his question. "You and I share the same reasons for being here..." he spoke trailing off in his thoughts. That was why he had always traveled. He never was able to stay in one place for a long time. How could he? Things would always catch up to him sooner or later. And that all powerful itch to get out of stale lands always seemed to come up out of no where and pester him to the brink of insanity. "I have only just really arrived here so my stay here has just begun. I do not plan on leaving any time soon," he finished his thought with a small nod towards her. "I do hope that when we eventually part here this evening our paths will cross again." He was being honest. He did not want this to be the only time that he spoke to this wondrous fea.

[~Madey~]

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[atrb=background,http://i899.photobucket.com/albums/ac192/fireb4ashes/Alue---MIDDLE.png] The more I thought about it the more frustrated and pained. I shook my dome, no more of this. i wold not stand for it any longer. I sat there eyes on him, studying him, but my mind was going and going. Though it quickly stopped when a noise came from a tree, I wasn't being distracted, not even a little. I was just trying to find something to occupy my brain for a couple of seconds so I can concentrate more and not on my past. When my orbs glanced at the tree there were two squrrils bickering and attacking eachother, a low snicker came from my maw when the dark colored squrril pushed the other off the tree. I rose a brow towards it then shook my dome and turned my attention back towards Fenrir. His smirk was a pleasent site, I would not lie. He had a charm about himself, though I wouldn't say anything outloud about it. It hought about what had made him smirk then remembered. it was my babling. Out of everything, it had to be the babbling, he was different in his own way when it came to these things, he was actually kind of amusing as well, he knew when to stop talking about a subject, he probably even knew how to detect some of the emotions of brutes through their orbs and body language like I have learned. Then his lyrics met my auds. This time I let out a faint smile/smirk. I havn't truely smiled since the innecent, but that was the closest I have had to a smile for a long time. Then he rose from his spot, I thought he was going to leave, for when he rose I dipped my dome a 'good day' but instead of walking away, he took a step nearer towards me, then sat down next to me, I had no idea what to really do, when brutes gets near me I try to make up an excuse to make them not like me then and there, to make them leave with anger in their orbs. But this time, i wanted to company. Then his lyrics came again, my orbs met his and I studied them carefully, then I nodded. "Fenrir, another agreement. Though I have had a bit more company since I came here, though they were mostly young brutes wanting attention." I said with an irritated eye roll. Yes, it irritated me when young brutes come and think they own the land, then flirt with me and think I would like them. I shook my dome in disagreement to my own thoughts. He was also one I enjoyed talking to, which was a good change, I mostly found myself around others who are in a love triangle or having pups. Which just pained me more, like earlier I was with a brute named pyro, his old mate Prince, and this other brute named Rai or something stupid like that. Prince had pups, and I was there trying to help her through it, while trying to fend off Pyro. I had pinned him down after his first attack towards Prince, it was all stupid and insane. Things i don't need. Then i walked away, and found myself here and ran into another brute. I turned my gaze from my paws back to him, he was diferent. one that actually knew the feeling of my loss, one that could help me, one I wouldn't want to fight at all. One I would want to protect, even if I didn't know him very well. I got a pretty good sumory of him, and I wanted to befriend him, I wanted to cross his path again. I wouldn't stalk, for that is creepy and no me. His lyrics filled my ausd again, and in reaction they flickered in his direction, a smirk across my maw I nodded. "Nor do I." I siad truthfully, that was another factor about me, I say the truth, even if it gets me in trouble. I would rather get myself in trouble rather then lie to one. When he spoke again a grin replaced the once smirk and a warm chuckle escaped my maw. "As do I." I knew I was sounding a bit weird, but there was really nothing else to say.

[xFenris.Fenrirx]

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[atrb=background,http://i899.photobucket.com/albums/ac192/fireb4ashes/Fenris---MIDLE.png] With every statement that he made he hoped that she would reply to them. To keep this conversation alive. As she spoke about the others that she had come across, he had already noted there were other small lingering scents about her. Though nothing that he felt threatened by. He had yet to come across a brute in these unclaimed terras that made him how you say quiver with fear. Nor did he believe that he would find said creature. The thought of fighting Alue had far flown from his mind. Though he knew that she could be a strong rival. "I am sure that you were able to chase off those others like flies," he replied with a small laugh. He had met other femmes in the past that were drawn to him because of his bad guy role. But clearly they did not understand that he did not just claim to be a bad guy, he in fact was one of the worst. He hated stupid little girls that would come across his path and try and seduce him. He had long since turned himself off to those types of things. He had been with two women his entire life and never sought out pleasures of the flesh for pointless reasons. They were not worth his time. "And I am positive you do not need someone to be by your side to fight off those lecherous punks that take up your time..." he paused for a moment and then gave a faint smile. "Though I am sure it would be nice to have someone there..." He did not know why he said that but it just came out. There was no taking it back. He was not trying to be forward nor anything else. Just stating facts. Fenrir was not the type of wolf to say things that others wanted to hear but he spoke the truth. Though he was a killing he knew of honor and truth. To lie would be rude and he had no patience for those that were rude. In fact if even the lingering feeling of someone being rude to him he would end them with out a second thought. Standing back up he gave her yet another small smile and dipped his maw towards her. He took a few steps away from her and then glanced back. "How about we go for a walk, m'lady?" he offered motioning to the path before him. The stars were out and so was the moon. Fenrir got antsy at night. He hated staying in one spot. No it was no because he was growing bored with Alue he just needed to move. It would help him get his mind off things. Like what they had just been talking about. He needed to leave this place because now those ancient memories had taken over their meeting spot. "Unless you are too tired to travel at this time..." he added still not moving forward without her.

[~Madey~]

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[atrb=background,http://i899.photobucket.com/albums/ac192/fireb4ashes/Alue---MIDDLE.png] The brutes were annoying, yes. But, I had run into a few that were good company as well, Fenrir being one of them. I am not one to be always looking for a fight, but when they get on my irritated side i start to get bitchy and mean. For then I really don't care if they die in my jaws. I am a skilled fighter, and have lived many fights, I rmemeber at the war I had to fight three wolves at once. One of the wolves was a elemental, it was unfare, but I was also fighting his mate, and his friend. Yes, at the same time I was fighting my firned, Nova used to like me, and I used to think he was charming in his ways, but I had bruised him and at the way he had to fight me. Myah, was my worst enemy, and a nonskilled fighter, she was beta of the pack and Sun's (elemtantal) mate. When I got Nova off my back and picked up Myah and ran at Sun, so if he did anything he would hurt his precious mate. Then I through her into him. Making them both hit the hard ground. His lyrics filled my auds. I turned my dome to face him. He took me away from that memory, that is where I got some of my scars, and it was a fun run, even though I had to attack my close friend, and capture my first love, Torro. A chuckle escaped my maw. "Nicely said, but I think I enjoyed swating them with my tail a bit before I red myself of them." A warm smirk across my maw, the wat he talked was different as well, we weren't flirting, just telling our opinions and our truths. He talked once again and this time I nodded. "I know how to care for myself, for i have been for a year now, but you are also correct. It would be nice to have another by my side again." I admitted, it wasn't hard to say, and I didn't percily say I wanted a mate by my side or anything like that, a friend or comapnion could do the exact same thing and make me feel good again. Then he rose, at first i though he was going to leave once again, but instead he surprised me again by asking me to join him on a walk. I didn't answer to quickly, I actually took my time to think about it. A walk would be nice, I needed to stretch my legs anyway, and this place did turn a bit gloomyer then when i had first arrived here. I nodded towards him. "I stroll would be nice, thank you." I said as I dipped my dome towards him as I rose from my sitting position, the grass of where we had sat flatened by out moves and weight. "Travle isn't tireing, it is comforting to me, my friend." Yes, I call ones i talk deeply to my friend, or just wolves who I have a good conversation with I call 'my friend' for it is an honerable meaning to me, I didn't know if he knew that, but he would most likely figure it out soon enough. I was not tired, but at the same time I was, but it wasn't from walking or anything like that, it was disgussing my past. The part of me loosing my mate and friends was emotional to me, but I can talk about that with less pain in my orbs, what gets me is thinking about my pups and hearing their screams that still haunts me...The moon pulled my attention away from my poisoned thoughts. I wanted nothing to do with them anymore. The stars were everywhere, darkness cloaked the land quickly when we started to walk. The moon shined on my back, and shining the way of the path. I walked with grace and ease. My tail kissed the ground as I walked.

[xFenris.Fenrirx]

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[atrb=background,http://i899.photobucket.com/albums/ac192/fireb4ashes/Fenris---MIDLE.png] Another flicker of a smile seemed to threaten to spill onto the blackened features of the brute. This strange femme seemed to be able to bring out this side of it. It almost confused him. How could this be possible? He had turned himself off to any sort of emotion that could lead to an actual smile. At least he thought that he had. Perhaps he had not trained himself as well as he thought that he did. No matter. He rolled his shoulders back into a shrug as they began to walk. The night was young and so was their conversation. He was completely enjoying this which was yet another rare thing. His audits twitched as he heard a rustling in a nearby bush. Breaking off from Alue for but a moment, he nosed his way to where the sound was coming from. As he drew close to the nose his eyes went wide as a bird took off in front of him. He reared back and landed square on his rump with a thud. There was a dazed and confused look on his features for a few seconds before he broke out into a laugh. An actual laugh. Scary thought. "Looks like the boogy man can even be caught off guard," he said breaking in between laughter. He must have looked like a complete fool in front of Alue but he was having a good time. Care free. This was all so different to him. Memories flooded back to him from when he was but a whelp. When him and his brother were still close. Romping around in the den while their mother was out. He stood back up and shook himself off making his fur poof out slightly. Giving a small glimpse to his flesh beneath the shadow soaked pelt. Scars riddled his body. Each one told a story. But with a blink of an eye his fur smoothed out again and the scars were once more hidden. His eyes went back to Alue. In the back of his mind he wished that he could completely see her. Her scent radiated off her like that of a fresh rain fall. Something that was calming to him. Curse his blindness. Half of her was there but the other half was dark. The only time he could really see anything out of his left orb was when he was in the sunlight but even then it was only intense colors of orange and red. "Traveling is all I have known for a long time. If I sit in one place for too long I get too popular and it gets rather annoying," he said with a smirk as he continued to walk trying to make up for his little blunder with the bird. "It takes many days for my old bones to need a rest."