Alue (Fenrir)

[~Madey~]

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[atrb=background,http://i899.photobucket.com/albums/ac192/fireb4ashes/Alue---MIDDLE.png] Brows furrowed in his choice of words as they recoiled my thoughts. A smirk crossed my lips. Auds pricked in his direction as I thought of how I would respond to his words. "As I don't think hurting you would be on my top ten things to do.." I said in a serious tone, yet had that joking twinkle in my orbs. As I studied him I knew I wouldn't want to hurt him, nor did I even want to think about it. Sure when he first came I sized him down, but that was only because I had to prepare myself for a fight just in case. I could see his auds prick at my own choice of words before, though I didn't quite understand it. I didn't know if he had any thoughts about me, nor did I really mind if he did or didn't. Though I know I am a bit worried about everything, I wouldn't want to fall in love again just to have another thing I love die.He then added something, which made my auds prick once again. "I think I might be able to." I said with a sly smirk that plaid across my lips. He spoke again, and again I gave the same reaction. But this time I didn't know how to respond. I never heared those words, not even from my mate or past mate. Or firends in that matter, not one living soul. My auds flickered back in the shock expression. Though my face smoothed out and was once again emotionless. "Agreed." Was all I coud think of, I noticed that when I said 'friend' his auds dropped, but I didn't understnad that behavior. I guess brutes here or this brute was a bit more real then the others I have encountered. As I walked I found myseldf pinned against the ground, at first my auds tightened to my skull and a malicous growl came from my throat, a lot deeper and meaningful. The sound was most threatning, and a sound that one would never expect to come from a fae. Though when I saw the jokingness in his orbs and his lyrics touched my auds the pricked once again, and the harshness and warning that was once in my orbs, quickly disapeared, a low rumble came from my throat in a chuckle. "As you don't know when I take it seriously." I said with a playful smirk then pushed harder on my hind legs reversing the situation. So this time he was the one pinned. My paws hard on his chest, a plauful glint in my orbs. OOC- SOOO Sorry! I was gone, my cousin died and I went to his funeral and everything.....I am on every chance I am able to be. And at the moment, I don't think any more bad things could happen to me.

[xFenris.Fenrirx]

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[atrb=background,http://i899.photobucket.com/albums/ac192/fireb4ashes/Fenris---MIDLE.png] When Alue growled at him, he whipped his head back just in case he had caught her too far off guard that she might snap at him. Then when the growling toned down a smile crept onto his tattered features. His eyes peered into hers and held there for a moment. For some reason his heart did a strange flip flop in his chest. It began to beat hard. Some thing that he had not experienced in many many moons. He had almost forgotten what it had felt like to have such a thing happen. He swallowed a hard lump in his throat that had seemingly come out of no where. Her fur was soft under him. It sent a small shiver dancing up and down his spine. The whole thing almost frightened him. Suddenly, he felt a pressure and his eyes widened. She had caught him completely off guard as he was lost in his thoughts. He let out a gasp as his back hit the earth. The positions had been turned so quickly. It took him a moment to realize what had happened. When it came to him, he felt embarrassed. She had gotten the better of him. Talent. Very talented indeed. He could not recall the last time that he had been pinned to the earth by another. He watched her carefully as a laugh bubbled up through his vocals. "It seems like you have caught me off guard, Alue..." he said between laughter. "You have taken down the evil one known as Fenris Fenrir... Now what are your plans?" he questioned raising his brow. His heart beat hard against her paws. The soft skin of her toes was warming to him. Another shiver threatened to race over him. His blackened tail swayed back and forth on the earth stirring up a small dust cloud behind him. His front paws curled up almost under his chin giving her an innocent look. "Oh please... Some how find it in your heart to release me," he gave a fake whimper to her. He was enjoying this. Playing. It was a nice change than fighting. He had not been so relaxed in so long he had almost forgotten what it had felt like. Then something stirred in him as he peered into her soft features. He felt a strange warm feeling in his face as his eyes lost their hard edge. His mouth seemingly went dry without warning. "Alue... You are beautiful..." he said in a small soft voice.

[~Madey~]

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[atrb=background,http://i899.photobucket.com/albums/ac192/fireb4ashes/Alue---MIDDLE.png] The thing in his orb gaze me a silent chill. I didn't know what to do, I knew that the feeling I was having was something I had fealt for three wolves in my life time before I made it here. Torro was my first and he had broken my heart and made me think that no one was worth loving since all they did was cheat on you. Then it was Nova, he made me feel special and everything though it didn't make me feel any better of what had Torro had done so that had ended. Then I met Souless, he did everything for me, made me feel wanted and as everyone told me that there was nothing there for me, he was always there. Then he died....as well as everyone else. A year and a half later I spent my time killing others and making everyone elses lives misterable, and at the same time making myself lose the real me and what I was and what I had become. I saw his eyes widen as I reversed the playful pin. His paws against my chest. I couldn't even remember the last time I played unless it was a struggle to go for the kill. Though Fen made me feel a different thing and I didn't quite understand it. It was different then Souless, Torro, or even Nova. It made me curious yet concerned all at the same time. His lyrics filled my auds, letting out a warm chuckle I rolled my shoulders in answer then added. "I have no idea, have any ideas?" I asked cocking an eyebrow at him. I could say something as a joke, but I nothing came to mind at that very moment. When he talked about me catching him off gaurd I had to roll my eyes. "Playful matters, I suppose." I said with a smile that framed my lips. I could feel his heart under my large paws.My talons ready for a kill, of which they would never receive from me to him. He was one i would protect with me life, and this time. I would make sure no one could do anything to mess that up. It brought me to when everyone called me heartless, and that made me go deeper in the dark feeling of being isolated, I had no one, and nothing to talk to or have any cares. Everything was there then the next moment, they were being slaughtered infront of my eyes. When he spoke I laughed coldly, "Sorry, I don't have a heart." I smikred maliciously, when everything came clear to me again i shook my dome and laughed. "flashback." I said sheepishly a twinkle in my orbs, which had more meaning and confusion all at once. When he added on I smiled and backed up letting him go from my pin, not knowing really what had become of me. His lyrics then once again met my auds, as they pricked in his direction, what he said surprised me. I never took compliments very well, and probably never will, but this time is made me shiver and send a chill down my spine. I nodded towards him at first not sure what to say, then something came quick to mind. "thank you." I said with that uncertainty to my voice. Making it sound as if I never really said anything to a compliment. My orbs bore into his, "You don't look bad yourself." I said with a smirk. I honestly don't know what to do anymore, should I leave? Should Ii say for some reason I am starting to get attached to you. I didn't know, and even though I was nervouse of finding out, I was also curious.

[xFenris.Fenrirx]

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[atrb=background,http://i899.photobucket.com/albums/ac192/fireb4ashes/Fenris---MIDLE.png] A low rumbling laugh managed to erupt from his maw as Alue still stood over him. At any point in time this could become a very dangerous situation for the ashened brute. Though he did not feel the need to be on guard. There was no threat. No wanting to fight back. He actually was enjoying this playfulness. It was so different to him it almost made him dizzy. Her paws were heavy on his chest but he was relaxed under her touch. Something flashed in the back of his mind. He did not want this to end. What ever this actually was he was not quite sure yet. All he knew was that he liked it. A smile took place of the laugh as it slowly faded. "Heartless, eh? I doubt that," he replied lifting his maw towards her chest. He rubbed her fur gently and then drew back so once more he was looking back up at her. "See, I can hear a heart beat. So it is not possible that you are heartless my dear." If he had been fairer skinned she could have seen the colour change. The tinge was being caused by a rush of blood to his face. How interesting indeed this whole thing was. He was almost saddened when Alue stepped off his chest. Maybe sometime soon they would tussle again. The thought made a smile drift back onto his tattered features. His brow raised slightly at her compliment. Then a laughed bubbled up again with out his control. "Alue, you must need your eyes checked. For the last time I saw my own looks it was rather ghastly," he added still laughing. He once was a sight to see. Looks he had inherited from his bitch of a mother. Though it was never something that he lingered on. Now scars riddled his body and he was not some over sized brute that prided himself on his bulk. "Though thank you for your compliment..." he stated as the laugh died down. His eyes once more focused on her. Suddenly, they went soft. For some reason he could not stay emotionless around her anymore. He was normally so good at wearing a mask that he had built up so well. He just could not keep it up around her. Taking a few steps, he walked back up to her to where they were only mere inches from touching. Then he circled her till he was at her side once more. His shoulder rubbed up against hers and his tail touched hers as well. This felt right. Her by his side. Though he wondered if the feeling was the same. For a short moment he stood there then walked back to face her. In no way did he want to make her feel uncomfortable. But as he turned to face her, something snapped. All control on his part slipped through his grasp. He reached his head forward and nuzzled the side of her neck. This could be dangerous... he thought. His eyes closed almost all the way until they were fine slits. Then he drew his head back. "I want you by my side..." he said looking at her softly.

[~Madey~]

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[atrb=background,http://i899.photobucket.com/albums/ac192/fireb4ashes/Alue---MIDDLE.png] As he laughed, I let a burt of joyful laughter escape my own maw, my throat vibrating from my laughter. I shook my dome, seeing him the way he is now, pleased me. I didn't know why, but it did. I didn't know this brute as well as I wish I did, but I finally met him, and at this rate, I think I was starting to fall in love with him, but could that be? After everything i've been through, could i really be falling in love once more. I did beleive I was, but the thing that hurt my thoughts was anything going to happen to him? Everytime I think my life turns for the better, it goes bad once again. When I first went to the first land, when I was two years old. An old fae walked up to me and said I was a curse. Then i thought she was crazy, now...I beleive her. Though I wouldn't say anything, I never spoke of it, and actually I didn't know why it came to my mind now. His lyrics filled my auds, which flickered in the direction of his voice. A chuckle escaped my lips. "Ah, You would have thought so if you met me two months ago." I said with a myterious and micheivouse smirk that planted across my maw quickly. WHen he spoke again I shook my dome. "Not what I was talking about, everyone has a heartbeat." I knew he knew what I was talking about and just wouldn't admit it. I shook my dome. "That is what wolves used to call me, they never called me the boogy man. They called me Heartless, that I would kill my own pups and my own family just for the fun of it." A soft laugh escaped my maw as the poisoned memories filled my brain. When I focused back on the real world, he seemed saddened, and then I looked down at my paws, of which were not on him anymore. Though, the tussle was fun, and I wouldn't mind doing it again. His laugh brought me back once more, and I shook my dome, this time at his comment. I stopped, tilting my dome faintly to the side. My golden green orbs studying him from the tip of his sharp tallons to the end points of his auds. This time I laughed. "You are not the only wolf here who bares ghastly scars, my friend." I said with a risin brow. I was pretty scared up myself, though I would admit, he was also scared. "But, who said I was looking at your coat?" I added as I took a step towards him, my nose met his as a little nudge in a way, though this time it had a meaning behind the touch, yes he was charming on the outside, but what fancied me was the Fenrir Fenris on the inside. If bared no fur, I would be red. When he rose from where he was, I tilted my dome like usual, though this time there was something different in the air. When he sat near me to the point we were touching, I wanted to lean into him, but I kept my face strait and curious, controlling my...Hormones. Then he rose again. This was all too confusing, what was he doing? I knew it wasn't pacing, and if it was then he does it differently then I do. A snicker escaped my maw at the thought of the different pacings. Though I shook it off, when he spoke again, I focused on him. Though what he said didn't make sence yet...at the same time, it did. I knew what he was saying, but was I sure that was what he was saying. His lyrics sent chills down my spine and I shivered in reaction. I looked at him, my orbs meeting his. "I would love to be by your side, Fenrir. But are you sure that is what you want?" I asked. usually it was the brutes who double checked, i've been with this so many times and every brute I had been with, either died or left me, saying I should die in a hole...Well, that was what Torro had told me.

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[atrb=background,http://i899.photobucket.com/albums/ac192/fireb4ashes/Fenris---MIDLE.png] Without hesitation after Alue replied, Fenrir nodded his dome towards her. There was no doubt in his mind that she was what he wanted. There was something about her that calmed him, soothed his darkened soul. He enjoyed not having to put on a front like he normally did around others. Those that trembled in fear at the mere mention of his hated name. She was someone that he could talk to. Someone that he could open up to without regretting letting her in. Simply, it felt right to him. She made his body tingle and his heart flop in funny ways. How could he not be certain. "Alue, I am very certain of what I want. I will never leave your side unless you chase me off... But even then I would fight to get back in your presence," he said honestly looking deeply into her beautiful pools. There was a slight shimmer in his eyes. Emotions that he had long since forgotten were rushing back to him. He was feeling alive again. Like the blood running through his veins finally had heat to them once more. He no longer felt like a living shadow darting from land to land leaving only pain in his wake. "I know that you do not need me, but I want to be there for you. When you need me. I want to keep you safe..." he paused for a moment and looked down at his paws. His onyx talons dug into the earth feeling the coolness of the dirt between each toe. What was this feeling he was having? Nervous? Perhaps. Only time would tell when he was finally able to understand all the confusing emotions that the body held. And Alue seemed to be able to bring them out in him. His gaze finally returned to her after a moment of silence. The crimson soaked pools could not hide his feeling anymore. Even if he tried it would fail. Even his blinded orb seemed to gleam with life once more while he studied her. Thoughts darted through his mind left and right. Did she think he was a fool? Did she feel the same way? Almost a sadness took place of the nerves that stained his gaze. What if she denied him? In his eyes, she could have anyone she wanted. She was a femme worth fighting for. "I want to be the one to prove that us brutes aren't all the same," he finally spoke breaking the silence that had fallen between them. "My heart does not speak its mind very often. Right now it is screaming at me telling me that I would be a fool to let you slip by. It is telling me that it wants to..." another pause as he swallowed an unwanted lump in his throat. "It is telling me that it wants to love you with every fiber of my being." He finished almost in a gasp as he found it hard to breath suddenly.

[~Madey~]

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[atrb=background,http://i899.photobucket.com/albums/ac192/fireb4ashes/Alue---MIDDLE.png] When he nodded I could feel my gutt twilr in my tummy. but I didn't know why, I knew I started to want him more and more, but he seemed more off limilts to me, I didn't understand why, maybe it was just because I wasn't used to having love for a while. When he touched me it sent chils through me and made my heart jump, when he talked I didn't want him to stop, and when he was near I had to control my tail from wagging off. Though his scent...I wouldn't mind sufficating into it, there was just something about him...All of him that made my head spin. His lyrics then filled mu auds which pricked and flickered in his direction, a chuckle came from my maw as I thought of what he said and trying to think on my own clever reply, but cleverness never came to mind. "I can't argue with what you want, and I don't think I can chase you off, even if I wanted to...If that makes any sence." I shook my dome, right now I knew I kind of sounded rediculouse, but I didn't care. Fenrir's lyrics pulled me from my thoughts once again, and a wide smile crossed my maw. "I may seem tough, but I suppose I would need someone by my side, since danger always seem to find me." I said winking at him, since he was the 'boogy man' I seemed to find myseldf around evil or extremly dangerouse wolves or object, I've already been in several fights, and already been shot twice by two legged freaks. Seeing his features loosen and sadden, made me tilt my dome to the side, I didn't like him look that way, and i hardly knew him..Well, I thought I knew him enough, I didn't know everything about him, and he didn't know everything about me. At this moment, I was pleased he didn't know everything about me, everythign i have done...It brings shame and guilt fallows my footsepts. I rose from my sitting position and nudged him with my nose softly on his cheek, my head tilting faintly again in a questioning look. Fenrir's lyrics touched my auds again, but this time what he said made my orbs widenen, I looked at his paws. "Hard task, but not impssible." I said with a small smile, then he talked again, but he didn't finsih, though when he did I went wide eyed again, I went speechless.I didn't know what to say, what should i say? i didn't know. I gulped and cleared my throat. "As does mine, Fenrir. As does mine." I addmitted, my lyrics soft and meaningful. My golden green orbs softening into his.

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[atrb=background,http://i899.photobucket.com/albums/ac192/fireb4ashes/Fenris---MIDLE.png] He hung on every word that Alue spoke. Her voice to him was almost musical. It was strange how he had fallen for her like this. When he shriveled heart spoke, however, he tended to listen to it because it stirred things up that made him feel alive again. It made him feel light and look at the world in a completely different point of view. Things did not seem as dark through his eyes. Before, his home was the shadow world. Alone. Not thinking about anything or anyone else. He killed without remorse. Without a care in the world. Now, he just wanted to be there for this radiant beauty that he some how happened across. Fenrir had never been the soft type. The kind of wolf that sought out others for company. This whole thing was completely catching him off guard. It almost frightened him when he completely thought about it. Love was something that he could not control which was new for him. Normally there was something or someone standing in front of him that he could make the choice on whether or not to do something. But this... This was inside of him. He shook his head slightly just to make himself stop thinking and once more focus on Alue. "I know I can be stubborn. But I do not want to lose you. Even if you did run me off I would always be there for when you needed me. I am quite good at being sneaky," he replied with a small smile. It was true though. He would always be just a call away making sure that she would not come to harm. Then his smile softened when she finished her thought about what he had first said. He moved slightly closer to her. "It seems that wolves like us always have to play tough to get by... I mean I am positive that you can hold your own against just about any boogy-man that crosses your path... But it is refreshing to know that there is someone who cares about you at your side," he added. For him, it was true at least. He could chase off just about anyone or kill those that thought it was wise to cross him. The thought of having someone there seemed to fill him with a new found strength. Making him feel he could fend off an entire pack or more. He did not know if he should regret speaking his mind about what his heart was screaming at him. But it had to come out sooner rather than later. His heart beat wildly against his chest waiting for her reply. It felt like it could easily burst through his chest at any time. When she finally spoke, he felt his heart stop for a short moment and he swallowed a lump in his throat. She felt the same? Towards him? Towards his wretched carcass. He had to control every fiber of his being to not jump with excitement. Some how he managed though. "Alue, I want to show you love. I do not have much to offer you except my love. For I am only a loner..." he replied slowly. "But I will show you how a mate should actually be. Not one that pretends."

[~Madey~]

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[atrb=background,http://i899.photobucket.com/albums/ac192/fireb4ashes/Alue---MIDDLE.png] As I watched him a smile crossed my maw, my auds pricked in his direction. Nothing could make this better, but then again I knew thing would get better then worse, thats how it always is. I know I will fall heavily for him, then right when I think nothing can seperate us, something or someone comes around and fucks it all up. My auds flattened as the thoughts and memories poisoned my mind, i shook my dome trying to get rid of it, wishing I could just forget my past, but that would be both a bless and a curse, for my past is what made me, me. When I first started I was sweet and nice, but after everything had happened to me one thing after another, I started to turn into the wolf I am today, a shiver ran down my spine as I remembered the things I have done. I coughed and focused back on Fenrir, my full attention on him and only him. My stomach twilrled as I watched him, thinking of what he said, could he really be meaning what he was saying? Or was this, just for now thing, was he a player? I shook my dome, answering myself. No, he couldn't be...He didn't act the type, I didn't see him that way, but I could be wrong, it wouldn't be the first time. His lyrics took me away from my thoughts, my orbs bore into his, passion and intencity in my golden green orbs. "Ah, but stubborn can be good or bad, in this very case I see it as good, but it isn't just you that has that stuborn streak." I said with a teasing, but truthful tone. A grin across my maw, until his lyrics filled my auds again, I nodded trying to think of the right responce i could give him. After a couple seconds I my obrs drifted to my paws then back up at him. "Indeed you stand correct, Fenrir. But, I must add that one such as myself is used to being alone, but company is greatly honored and wanted, especially if it was you." I admitted in my lirrle responce. the look he gave me looked like the one that Souless had givin me, my soul mate as I beleived. He was mine and I was his, even when he kicked me out, he still had the depth of love, every time he looked at me, it was the look that I will always protect you, that I would rather die then have you hurt or dead. Souless was always furious when I was somewhere without him and came back with a scar, or if I was visiting someone and came back with a scar. Souless was a vampire (Edward from Twilight, Alue was Bella...but in her own way) and a dangerouse one at that, and we met when he was being surounded by other faes. When I first saw him, I just rolled my eyes and sat away from them all, not caring if he saw me or not. He scared off the other faes and talked to me, but I appeared rude to him at first; Fenrir's lyrics pulled me away from the memies of Souless, My orbs filled with love as I looked at him, I could see my Souless in his orbs as well....Could it be? A Souless reborn? For me? I chuckled at my childish thoughts. "Fenrir... My heart longs for love, I simply care less for the other trash that others think could help them win a heart of a fae. For a brute with love and nothing else, is a noble one and won't be used...One that seems to speak the truth of his own beating heart. I have problems admitting my feelings, even now...But, I too, would like to show you love. As you put it." I said with a soft smile.

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[atrb=border,0,true][cs=7][bg=000000] It had seemed like an eternity had passed since he first found her on the trail. Though it had not been long. Was he jumping too soon? No, he shook his head softly to break his mind of such thoughts. He had never been one to make choices that were not thought out. So many times before had he seen young wolves flaunting all over another. Those wolves made him laugh. How could they possibly understand the depth it took to truly care about another? It was not something that happened every day. Wolves were supposed to be ones that mated for life not for a short moment. Once he had been in love. Deeply in love with a beauty named Demon. Fate tore them apart and he swore to never love again. But Alue... Alue sparked something deep inside of him that he had not felt in so many moons it was sickening. His stomach turned without his control as she spoke and he realized that he had been holding his breath. She felt the same as him. He had taken a risk putting himself out there. Now he realized it was a risk well worth the inner torment of speaking his mind. Taking a step closer to her he smiled. She was more built than he was, but he had height on her. His eyes peered down into hers and locked. He moved his maw towards her neck and nuzzled it lightly. Taking in her scent in all its beauty and glory. As he pulled back, he stopped next to her ear and closed his eyes. "Be mine, Alue," he whispered gently. Then he pulled his head all the way back up and once more locked gaze with her. There was something there that his pools had not held in seemingly a life time. The bloody red that had been feared by many had gone soft and loving. Yes, that crimson was still there but they did not hold the blood lust that they had grown so used to showing. This fae had done it to him. He felt like a pup completely lost in the world again. Trying to figure things out that made no sense to him. Yes, she had been hurt in the past and yes so had he. But that would not stop him from showing her how he could love her. His heart was beating wildly against his chest. So hard that it hurt. He wanted nothing more than to call her his mate.

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